| I was up until 5:00 this morning, I took a little too much Ginseng I think. Damn, I need to quit popping so many pills! I was up watching Saturday Night Live for awhile, but it kinda blew, so I turned off the TV and called J, of course he was out at the bar...(Gee, thanks for the invite, it was appreciated) He said he might stop by later, but i doubted it. He always says that, then never comes! Oh, well... like I said, i'm a glutton for punishment. Wrote in my journal for awhile, then the phone rang..wonder who it could be? Of course, it was J...drunk off his ass and wanting to come over, but i told him i was going to bed. Which i did, eventually. Woke up two hours after I went to sleep..So much for being refreshed for work! Got to work...Ah, the Dogtrack....gotta love the smell of dirty dog trainers and fattening foods. What has my life come to? There was a point in my life where i thought i'd have a future, so much for that. I think I ruined my life with drugs...(Drugs are bad children....Just say no) I suppose living in a house with a drag queen and his gay lover (who just so happens to be married to a hermaphrodite), a bi-sexual girl, and a straight couple could've possibly fucked me up for life, but i digress. (More on that one later, trust me, there's a million stories in that house). But now it's almost midnight and my day isn't even close to being complete. I've got a million things on my mind, like how I'm going to make money. rent's due in a few weeks and I've hardly worked this week. I was in the hospital for 2 days, and then when I tried to return to work they sent me home! Damn dirty apes. Hmmm....Sell my body? Wouldn't make a dime....Sell drugs?... Not doing that again. Any ideas? I sure as hell can't think of anything besides good old fashioned work. Oh, well.....gotta go...buh bye |
