TO JULIANNA,
MY SWEET BABY GIRL, WHAT A RAINBOW YOU HAVE PAINTED.
WHO KNEW THAT THE FIRST TIME I SAW YOU IN THAT
HOSPITAL CRIB, SO TINY WITH SO MANY MACHINES. AS I WALKED CLOSER YOU LOOKED RIGHT AT ME AS IF TO SAY. (ITS YOU), AND I KNEW FROM THAT MOMENT YOU WERE MINE. HOW DO I SAY EVERYTHING I WANT TO SAY WITHOUT WRITING A BOOK, THERE IS SO MUCH. EVERYDAY WAS A JOY EVERY MINUTE WAS A BLESSING. THE WORRY, THE TEARS, AND THE LAUGHTER. OH HOW MUCH LAUGHTER YOU BROUGHT TO ME. NO MATTER HOW HARD LIFE WOULD GET SOMETIMES, ALL I HAD TO DO WAS LOOK AT YOU OR HOLD YOU. EVERYDAY YOU WOULD SPREAD YOUR WINGS A LITTLE WIDER, AND FOUND ALL THE JOY AND WONDER OF THIS WORLD, HOW YOU OPENED MY EYES TO THE SMALLEST THINGS THAT OTHER WISE MIGHT GO UNNOTICED AND ALWAYS FOUND THE HUMOR. THE STRENGHT YOU HAD TO ENDURE NEVER COMPLAINING, NEVER QUESTIONING, NEVER BLAMING. YOU JUST LOVED AND TRUSTED IN EVERYONE. I AM IN AWE AT YOUR POWERFUL LIFE FORCE AND IN HOW GOD MADE YOU PERFECT. YES LITTLE ONE LOOK AT THE RAINBOW YOU HAVE PAINTED.
LOVE ALWAYS AMAMA |
