I lie within the deep of
night
and hold myself apart
A stranger to the very sight
that I so wish to chart
By nature I feast on the
dark
as plants rely on sun
As on small fish feeds mighty shark
as down all rivers run
And I am built for purpose
black
and for it I am rich
And there is only coming back
to my blackhearted niche
I have not seen the light
of dawn
nor felt the warmth of day
Wash over my skin tight and drawn
that blisters at each ray
And yellow eyes bright with
the moon
and large and round and full
Will cringe in pain and nightly swoon
to feel that coming pull
Yet each night sees me climb
the steep
of cliffs above the sea
In hopes I can escape the deep
recesses that are me
And at the taste of each
repast
I feel self-drawn disdain
Disgusts from which push me to fast
and fester in the rain
And I am one but of the night
by birth deprived of day
Though I yet yearn to see that sight
which pushes me away.