I told My Mom - Leona And Paul
I was going to Therapy
They were 100% Behind Me
I Went on My 31st Birthday
I started My Life Back over
You need a Date of Start Back over in Your Life
So You can have a Anniversary Date
I enjoyed finding out about My Self
And being Taught By My Therapist That there is life after Sexually Abuse
That There would Be Bad Days And Good Days
Boy Have I had Bad days still do
You go thru stages
She Taught Me I am smart
And So Did My Husband And My Mommy
I wrote A few long Letters while in Therapy to My Dad When He was In Prison
Which was needed to do To Comfront Your Molester
And let Them know You know what He did To You And How wrong it was And Just let them know You know it And what You felt like And Feel Like
What they did to You
And I wrote One to My Great Aunt Fern FOSTER Day
She is My Grandmother's Sister
I Found out later
My Dad read That Letter
And She passed it around to a few others Family Members
Which is ok ,Thats why I sent It to Let Folks know That
I WAS Molested
Raped
And
What ever else comes along with
Your Dad Having Sex with You
Incest Is what it was
It is so nasty and NOT God Like for Your Own Daddy to do this to You
I have really worked hard on Myself
Therapy And God Taught Me
Of How Strong Of a Person I am to have gone thru what I went thru
I read alot of Sexual Abuse Books also during this time
And Prayed alot
I AM A SURVIVOR.. NOT A VICTIM
Of What My Dad Put Me thru
And Many Other Family Members
And Church Taught Me
I am Victorious Not a Victim
I have dealt with My Abuse very hard
I Never Took Any Anti Depressant Pills
I do Not Drink Alcohol
Or
take any Illegal Drugs
I have No Reason For Them
God My Father is My Healer, My Everything
I am Getting Better everyday
God is Still Working on Me
I Have come along way Praise God!
God Has Raised Up To Stand On Mountains
He raised Me up to walk on stormy seas
I am Strong In Jesus Name!!!
And He shall give Thee the desires of thine heart Psalms 37:4
Psalms 147:3
Help Me to Remeber
That Nothing is going to
Happen to Me today
That You And I together Can't handle
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7th Page of Her Diary