| Chapter 1 |
| JC walked into the house he shared with Justin, happy for once. He had come from the studio, he had been writing some songs for the new album; they were thinking of calling it 'Celebrity' after a track Justin had wrote. JC walked up the stairs and he could hear noises, as he got nearer their bedroom he could hear it was moaning, with a shaky hand he twisted the doorknob and pushed the door open - Justin was fucking Britney, Jc just stared at them until Britney noticed him, her eyes widened and she screamed, "Justin stop! Stop! It's Jc." Justin stopped moving and slowly turned around to see JC in the doorway staring at them, they all just stared at eachother until Jc said, "Well, this explains a lot, I guess it's over. I'll have my stuff out by tomorrow. Goodbye you fucking bastard." He glared at them then slammed the door and ran down the stairs and grabbed the keys to his jeep; he barely heard the shouting as he speeded out of the drive. "That bastard! That fucking bastard! I gave 2 years of my life to him and this is how he repays me, by fucking that bitch." JC said to himself angrily as tears streamed down his face, he drove to the one place he can go when he's hurt; Lance's house. He picked up his cellphone and dialled Lance's number, "Please be there." "Hello?" Lance's deep voice sounded through the phone loud and clear. "Lance! Oh God I need you. I need to come over right away." JC cried into the phone; so glad to hear Lance's soothing voice. "Josh what's wrong? What happened?" Lance asked worried. "I'll tell you when I'm there. Please I-I just need you." "Josh your always welcome, I'll be here." "Thank you, thank you. I'll be there in 10 minutes." "I'll be waiting." Lance said as Josh hung up the phone, speeding to Lance house; he needs to see his friend. When he got to Lance's neighborhood and speeded into his drive and cut the engine, he opened the door and ran to Lance's door he only had to knock once before the door opened and Lance took one look at Josh and opened his arms. Josh broke down in Lance's arms and started sobbing, Lance scooped Josh into his arms and carried him upstair to his bedroom and layed down on the bed with Josh still crying on his chest. "Joshua what happened?" Lance asked as he ran his fingers through Josh's silky locks. "I came home from the studio and walked upstairs and I could hear noises as I got nearer mine and Justin's room, I-I could tell it was moaning. I opened the d-door and," A sob caught in Josh's throat, "And I saw Justin, I saw Justin fucking Britney. I knew it, I knew he was cheating on me with HER." Lance hugged Josh closer; his heart aching for his friend, "I'm so sorry Josh." Josh closed his eyes and leaned into Lance's soothing touch, "How could he do this to me Lance? I was with him for 2 years, 2 fucking years. Shouldn't that mean something." Lance cupped Josh's face and looked into his watery blue eyes, "Yes it should Josh. Forgive me but I think you're better off without him, you have been so miserable this year." Lance tenderly stroked Josh's cheeks, "I just wanna see you happy, and obviously your happiness isn't with Justin anymore." Normally Josh would of been angry at Lance for saying that; he's heard it enough from him, but he realized Lance is right, "I know." Lance was so shocked that he just jept blinking at Josh, who smiled beautifully at him and Lance just about melted into a puddle. Josh smiled at Lance's shock and he playfully kissed his nose, "I know shocker, right? I finally listen to you. You were right. I thought I loved him, I mean I did, at first everything was perfect y'know then it slowly went downhill and this yer has been horrible, me and Justin fighting all the time and when we do have sex it's quick, I feel like he's using me...which I guess he was." Lance can still feel his nose tingling from Josh's kiss and the urge to kiss Josh is so strong right now, so he slowly sits up and motions for Josh to sit in his lap. Josh crawls into Lance's lap and wraps his arms around Lance's waist and buried his face in Lance's neck. Lance nuzzles his face into Josh's hair and inhales his sweet scent and just holds him. "I don't want him back Lance. I haven't loved him for a very long time." Lance soothingly stroked Josh's back and timidly asked, "Was he, is he, your first?" Josh looked up in surprise and saw a blush spreading across Lance's cheeks, "No." Lance looked at him in surprise, "H-he's not. He always told us; not that we asked, that he was your first." Josh smiled, "He never asked, so I never told him. He just assuamed." Lance smiled back, he couldn't help it Josh's smiles were infecious, "Can you tell me, if you want of course, who was?" Josh blushed and buried his face in Lance's neck and mumbled something Lance couldn't understand. Lance was trying to stop the moan that was threatening to come out, from feeling Josh's breath and pouty lips on his neck. Lance asked rather hoarsely, "Josh could you repeat that please." Josh moved his face from Lance's neck to his ear and whispered, "Joey." "Joey! Our Joey? Joey Fatone?" Lance asked trying to ignore the fact that Josh's face was SO close to his own or that Josh was breathing into his ear making Lance's groin tingle [[OH NO! Not here, not in front of Josh]] Josh hid his face in Lance's neck and moaned, "Lance! Yes it's our Joey. He's my first and I'm his, it was at the end of MMC we were experimenting and we were sorta together, we did love eachother and we made love and let me tell you it was amazing." "Too much information." Josh laughed, "Sorry. Well I've only had two lovers; Joey and Justin." "You-you lost your virginity to Joey?" Josh smiled and shrugged, "I loved him. And I've never been with a woman." "So you and Joey did it more than once?" Lance asked, not sure whether he wanted to know but this was Josh, he wanted to know everything about him. Josh settled more comfortably into Lance and layed his head on Lance's shoulder as he placed his hand on Lance's chest and played with his shirt, "Yeah. What we did wasn't sex it was making love, as sappy as that sounds, it was. We were together until I went to LA. I said goodbye to Justin first before Joey, and it wasn't easy saying goodbye. Things went horribly in LA all the talent people I met were pervs looking for something other then talent and I got burned and came back. I didn't tell Joey I was coming back, remember I was there for nearly 2 years, we lost touch and I'm sure he found somebody else. A little while after I came back I get a phone call. The phone call that changed my life it was Justin, took him a little while to get to the point but he eventually did. He took me to meet Chris who was crazy, but we became friends instantly. We went to 'Pleasure Island' and who should we see dancing up a storm but Joey. The funny thing was me and Chris said at then same time 'Joey' then we turne to eachother and sasked 'You know him' and we called him over and it wasn't arkward, then we call you up and I had the feeling you were the one and I was right. Me and Joey occasionally made love during the start of the band and then me and Justin got together." Lance closed his eyes his heart aching to be with Josh, "Do you still love Joey?" Josh took a deep breath and let it out slowly, "Lance I will always love Joey but I'm not in love with him." "Who are you in love with?" Lance asked, and Josh looked up at him in surprise and Lance couldn't resist him; seeing those beautiful eyes blinking up at him so cutely, those bluer then blue eyes, he couldn't stop himself from leaning down and covering Josh's lips with his own kissing him slowly and lovingly. |