| Chapter 35 |
| THE NEXT DAY - MARYLAND Josh had a great day with his family they had done normal things, which Josh missed doing. Josh walked in first and went straight to his room and picked up the phone and called Justin. "Hello?" Justin answered the phone. "Hey baby whatcha wearing?" Josh asked in his best southern accent. "Nothing baby, how 'bout you?" "Nothing but a g-string." Justin burst out laughing, "Damn Josh that's funny." "I aim to please." Josh giggled. "Oh really..." "Get your mind out of the gutter, boy." Justin chuckled, "What d'ya need C?" "I've just called to tell you I'm about to tell them." "Oh baby are you gonna be ok?" Justin asked concerned, he had a feeling this wasn't gonna be good. Josh took a deep breath, "I don't know. Well I'll either see you later today or tomorrow." "Call me as soon as you tell them, whether it's gone good or bad." "OK J, I love you." "I love you." "Bye." Josh said as he hung up the phone and walked down stairs. "Mom, dad I've got something to tell y'all." "What is it sweetie?" Karen, Jc's mom, asked. "Why don't you want us included Jc?" Tyler asked. "It doesn't concern you Ty." Jc replied. "Yeah but I bet you told the guys first, before you told us; I bet you told JUSTIN first." "What have they got to do with anything." JC said kinda coldly; he knew Tyler hated the guys which didn't exactly make them the closest of brothers. "The point is you tell THEM everything before you tell us, like we're second hand." "Fine you want to know. I told Joey and J's parents 7 years ago, Justin and Lance 3 years ago and Chris a couple of weeks ago. There happy. I tell them first because they are my brothers and I love them, they're closer to me then you are." Tyler glared at Josh, "I hate you." Josh scowled at Tyler, "Yeah I hate you too. Go to hell Tyler." Josh turned away and Tyler ran up the stairs, Heather following. Karen shaked her head at her two boys, wondering why they could never get along. "You can tell us anything Josh." Roy, JC's dad, said. "I'm not so sure you'll feel that way about what I'm about to tell you." Jc said as he sat down. "Joshua what is it?" Karen asked worried, she'd never seen her son this scared before. "I'd just like to say that I love you, your my parents and always will be. If you want me to leave I'll understand and if you need me I'll be at J's." Josh took a deep breath, "I'm bi and me and Lance have been in a relationship for about 2 weeks; I'm in love with him." The silence after that was deafening, Josh stared at the carpet waiting for some kind of response. "Your a fag, I didn't raise no fairy." Roy growled glaring at Josh, who winced. "I should of known, dancing, music being in a boy-band. Joshua this is not normal, you are an abomination in God's eyes." Karen said anger in her voice. "If it is so wrong, why does it feel so right?" Josh said, not quite believing he had actually spoken. "IT IS WRONG, THE BIBLE SAYS SO, GOD SAYS SO YOU ARE AN ABOMINATION YOU WORTHLESS FAG." Roy yelled, his voice filled with rage and he punched Josh, "YOU ARE NOT MY SON. YOU NEVER WERE MY SON. GO BACK TO YOUR BOYS YOUR SINNER FRIENDS." "YOUR ALL GONNA BURN IN HELL, YOU AND THAT WHORE LANCE." Karen yelled and slapped Josh. "THAT IS FUCKING IT, YOU CAN SAY WHAT YOU LIKE ABOUT ME, BUT INSULTING MY BROTHERS AND THE MAN I LOVE I WON'T STAND FOR IT. HE IS AMAZING THEY ALL ARE. WE'RE GONNA BE THE ONES IN HEAVEN AND YOU TWO WILL BE BURNING IN HELL." Josh yelled and ran outside and got in the car and drove off, Josh speeded away tears streaming down his face, and called Justin's cellphone. "C How did it go? What happened?" Justin answered the phone; checking the caller ID before answering. "Bad. Very, very bad. As of right now I'm no longer their son." Josh replied. "Oh God Josh. I'm sorry. Are you going to the airport?" "Yeah, I'll call you when I get a flight." "See you soon. I love you." "I love you." Josh said as he hung up and continued to drive tears still falling down his face, hearing everything his parents yelled at him over and over until he felt a sharp pain and then darkness. LANCE HOUSE - MISSISSIPPI [[How am I gonna approach James and tell him I know]] Diane thought silently, [[Might as well get it over with]] Diane walked into the living room and asked, "James is it alright if I have a word with you?" Lance looked up as he found the remote and smiled at Diane, "Sure let me just see what's happened first." Lance turned on the TV and heard, "...In other news *NSYNC band member JC Chasez has been involved in a car accident there is no news on his injuries but we do know he was unconscious as he was placed into the ambulance..." "Oh God." |