| Chapter 32 |
| Lance was brought out of sleep not by the alarm clock but by the feeling of Josh's warm mouth moving over his cock, "Mmm Baby, what a way to wake up." Josh peeked his head out from underneath the covers and said, "Well we're not gonna see eachother for a week, so I thought I would give you a surprise." Then Josh dove back under the covers and slowly lowered his mouth onto Lance's waiting erection; at first contact Lance breathed in sharply and let out a low moan. Josh breathed deeply through his nose as he started a slow torturous rhythm which drove Lance insane and shortly drove him over the edge; clutching the bedsheets and screaming Josh's name. Josh crawled up Lance's satiated body and kissed him deeply, Lance pulled back and looked at Josh with sad eyes and whispered, "I'll miss you." Josh tenderly caressed Lance's cheek and whispered back, "I'll miss you too." Lance looked at the clock and groaned it was 9am, they had to leave by no later than 11am "Baby lets take a shower, we have 2 hours before we have to leave." "Okay." Lance and Josh had a very LONG leasurely shower, both boys tenderly caressing eachother and Lance returning Josh's 'present' to him earlier. As they got dressed Josh thought of something he had to tell Lance, "Lance there's something I've got to tell you." Lance looked up from packing and saw Josh's scared face and emmediately grew concerned, "What's wrong Josh?" "Baby I want to tell my parents I'm bi this week and I wanna tell them about us, I have been keeping my sexality a secret from them for years and I think it's time I be true to myself and if they disown me, they disown me; I have to know either way." Lance looked at Josh and said, "But I want to be with you, you shouldn't be alone." "If anything goes wrong I could call Justin, 'cause he would be with me in a second and on our way back we could go to Mississippi and meet you. How's that?" Lance didn't want Josh to know he was angry that he would call Justin before him but before he could answer Josh read his mind and said, "Baby I don't want to interrupt the time with your family and Justin's family already know I'm bi." "What?!" Lance almost screamed, "Josh they knew. J's parents know your bi? Why? How long have they known?" Lance demanded. Josh looked at Lance in surprise at the outburst, he didn't know why Lance was so upset, "You and Justin weren't the first people I told..." Lance cut him off, "Please don't tell me you told Justin's parents before us, please." Josh took Lance's hand and took a deep breath, "Joey was the first person I told, it was towards the end of MMC we were at 'Pleasure Island' and I was dancing and this," Josh swallowed as he blinked back tears, "This guy started talking to me and he said he wanted to talk somewhere a little less loud and we went outside, and he kissed me I was kinda shocked; I knew I was bi since I was about 15 but then he started, he tried to do more and I told him no then he, then he hit me and I fell to the ground and I was trying to push him off me and when he was about to take my pants off, Joey appeared out of no-where and beat the shit out of him and he damn near killed him. Joey took me back to his place and I told him I was bi, after that Joey always looks out for me when we're in clubs and he checks on me every half an hour. You, Joey and J's parents are the only ones who know that I, that I was nearly raped." Josh couldn't keep the tears in anymore and collapsed into Lance's arms and sobbed violently. Lance held him tight as his own tears escaped his eyes [[God Josh was almost, almost]] Lance couldn't even think that horrible word. "Ssssh, ssssh it's okay he can't hurt you Josh, I won't let anybody hurt you ever again." Lance repeated as he rocked Jc in his arms and Josh eventually fell asleep and Lance looked down at his beautiful Angel and whispered, "How could anyone hurt you?" Lance gently lifted JC into his arms and put him on the bed he pulled the covers up his body and tenderly brushed his hair off his forehead and kissed him lightly on the lips, "I will make this better my love, I promise." Lance grabbed the room key and opened the door he looked at Josh one last time before silently closing it. He walked down the hall and knocked on Joey and Chris's door. The door opened and before he could say anything Lance said, "Joey we need to talk, alone." |