| Chapter 3 |
| Lance was laying on his bed thinking. [[Well I've got about 45 minute 'til we leave I could go see Joey now or wait 'til after the show]] Lance chewed his bottim lip thoughtfully while he tried to figure out what to do. [[Um I'll go talk to him after the show]] "Hey Scoop watcha thinking about?" JC asked. Lance looked towards JC and his mouth almost dropped [[Oh My Goodness! He's not wearing a shirt I can see that washboard stomach, those tight abs, those defined muscles. He really is breathtaking. OK Lance answer the man so he doesn't think your an idiot and you might have a chance with him.]] "Not much, 'bout the show and stuff, why?" Lance asked trying to ignore the tightening in his groin. "No reason you were chewing your lip, you do that when you're thinking about something or when your worried. Are you worried about the show?" JC asked with a heart-melting smile. [[Oh My Gosh! He knows me so well, and that smile it is so sweet and loving]] Lance thought. "I'm just hoping it goes perfect y'know, we all are Josh it's a new tour it's just a bit nerve wracking." [[I called him Josh, oh my dont say anything Josh, please]] Lance begged silently. "I know what you mean as it's only our second show in this state but the opener went great and that was live on HBO! I'm sure the rest of the tour will be perfect, I'm sure tonight will be perfect. You'll see Lansten and when it does your gonna take me out and show me a night of fun, deal?" JC said. "Sure Josh but I'm only paying for you not Joe, Chris or Justin..." Lance said as he was interrupted by JC "No just us." "Excuse me?" [[I couldn't of heard right]] Lance thought. "Just us Lance, you and me. Not *NSYNC just NC." JC said with a laugh. [[I heard right, hmmm a night of fun, drinks and clubs with Mr. Gorgeous lead-singer without Justin, Joe or Chris. As long as I spend time with the man of my dreams without the other 3 thats a-ok with me]] Lance thought. "'Kay but not straight after the show I have to talk Joe about something first then we can go ditch those losers then us good looking members of *NSYNC can go party." "Sure but what do you have to talk to Joe about?" JC asked. [[OH GOD I can't lie but I can't tell him yet]] Lance thought as he got a panicked look on his face. "Um ah j-just some stuff, why?" [[Please believe me, I hate lying to you Josh but please believe me]] "I know yur lying Lance, it's ok if you don't wanna tell me, you don't know just how expressive your eyes are." JC smiled somewhat sadly "I'm gonna go see Justin see you when we leave." Then JC all but ran from the room. Lance sat there with tears filling his eyes [[I hurt Jace, I could see the pain in his eyes]] Lance thought as a few tears sneaked out of his eyes down his face [[OH GOD NO the last thing I want to do is hurt the man I love, I can't tell him, not until I know he feels the same way, OH GOD Jace all but ran out of here in tears I can't believe I did that to him]] Lance thought as he whispered, "I'm sorry, I'm so sorry Josh." Then the dam broke and Lance curled up and cried until there was a knock on his door. |