| Chapter 12 |
| JC took a deep breath, "Justin I like your youth and your optimism and your fierce protectiveness I think those are good qualities and I've liked you since the first day I talked to you on MMC. I think you've been a bit of an idiot in the way you've handled Lance being in my life but that's your youth, your not totally confidant and you have a lot of insecurities, I wish you would of come and told me what I was doing and what you were feeling. I guess I was being selfish I made time for my new best friend so I could get to know him better, but in my quest to find out more I left you behind. I'm sorry I didn't mean to, I guess I didn't realize how much you depended on me being there but I promise you I will be there for you and I will make sure I always have time for you." "Thank you." Justin whispered as he hugged JC, "I am so sorry I hurt you, I guess your right I was being an idiot, but I also was being selfish I wanted you all to my self because you always were before but because you were sharing rooms with Lance and not me and doing all the things we did I guess I got jealous and I took it out on you and I'm sorry." Justin said as a few tears escaped his eyes, "It's ok, I'm sorry too because I was hurting you." JC said. "I guess I'm still a kid, but you've been mine since I was 12, you helped me through everything and I guess we took eachother for granted along the way, I'm sorry I never will again and I'll try and not be jealous." "It's ok Baby-Blue no-one can replace you, your still my bestest friend in the entire world, and I love you with all my heart." JC smiled as Justin eyes teared up. "I love you so much Steel-Blue, and you are my bestest friend in the whole world too. It's just that I don't want people hurting you, they hurt you, they hurt me." Justin said. "They hurt you, they hurt me." |