| Tell Me, Baby - Part 2 |
| �What am I supposed to do right now?� Here I am, sitting in JC�s living room, waiting for him to return from the studio. Surrounded by glowing candles. And shaking. My God, I am so scared right now. What the hell am I going to do when he gets here? Sit here and stutter like an idiot most likely. Ok, calm down, breathe. That�s better. Oh no, I heard a noise, is he back now? Oops, false alarm. I have no idea what that was, and I don�t think I want to know. Nervous laughter at that thought. Woah, did that sound really come out of me? I can hear a key in the door. He�s here. Oh. My. God. My chest is going to explode. My heart is beating so fast. Ok, the door is open, here he comes. And he�s stopped moving. He�s looking around the room, and now he�s looking at me. He�s coming over to the bed. Now he�s standing right in front of me. And I can�t speak. So he does, �Is - is this for m-me?� I just nod because my throat is dry. �You did all this for me?� he asks again. He can�t quite believe it yet. I nod again, trying to find my voice. And I finally do. �All for you,� I tell him. �Wow,� he says, and then is silent. So am I. I am too afraid to ask the one question that haunts my mind: �What do you think?� But somehow he reads my mind. �This is amazing, Justin,� he tells me. |