| Sweet Anticipation |
| Ever since Justin had met Joey, he�d been waiting for his eighteenth birthday to come. Shortly after *Nsync was formed, Justin fell in love with Joey, and when he told Joey, he found out that Joey felt the same way. The only problem was that Joey wouldn�t have sex with Justin until he was eighteen. It wasn�t like sex was the only thing important to Justin, but it was really frustrating to have to wait. Joey wanted Justin so bad, but he refused to back down on his promise. He was known as the flirt who took girls back to his room every night. But that was just an image. One that he hated. He certainly wasn�t a virgin, but he�d never made love with anyone. There was a big difference between having sex and making love to him. And on Justin�s eighteenth birthday, Joey was going to make love to someone for the first time. He was excited that he�d be able to share the experience with Justin. Justin, on the other hand, was a virgin. He�d never gone very far with a girl and he�d only received a few blowjobs that weren�t even good. And he�d certainly never done anything with a man, besides kissing Joey. When they had first started dating, Justin was almost seventeen. They had moved very slowly with the physical part of the relationship. Joey had never let their make out sessions go any father then kissing. Justin decided that Joey had amazing self-control because many times, Justin had felt Joey�s �excitement� hardening underneath him when he sat on Joey�s lap. It made him so happy that Joey wanted Justin�s first time to be special. And Justin couldn�t wait. When his birthday was six months away, Justin started to work out. He�d get up early in the morning to do push-ups and sit-ups before the sun rose. Whenever possible, he went for a jog, and when there was an exercise area in the hotel they were staying at, he�d use that too. He wanted Joey to be impressed by his body. He wanted to feel gorgeous. People told him that he was gorgeous all the time, but Joey�s opinion on that subject was the only one that mattered to Justin. Because Joey was the one he loved. One morning, about two months from Justin�s birthday, Joey came over while Justin was in the middle of his exercise routine. When Joey had asked why Justin was exercising, saying that he didn�t need to, Justin had replied, �I wanted to be gorgeous for you on my birthday. I wanted you to think I was gorgeous.� Joey�s eyes had filled with tears before he�d said, �oh, Justin, that�s the sweetest thing I�ve ever heard. But baby, you�re already gorgeous.� Justin had blushed and mumbled, �thanks,� as Joey pulled him into a hug. After that, Justin noticed that Joey started to work out too. And that made him even happier. To know that Joey cared about what he thought was special to Justin. Three nights before Justin�s birthday, Joey turned twenty-two. Justin and Joey had decided to wait to exchange both their gifts on Justin�s birthday. They went out to dinner with the guys and had a blast just hanging out. The next day, Justin began to get a little nervous. Many questions were running through his head. �What if he changes his mind? What if I�m horrible? What if I come too quickly? What if I don�t satisfy him?� Justin became paranoid. He needed someone to talk to so he went to JC. He could always talk to JC and since Justin and Joey had come out to the group, JC had given Justin advice several times. JC wasn�t gay, but his advice always seemed to work. When Justin explained all his insecurities to JC, he nodded in understanding. �Well, since it�s your first time, you�re obviously going to be nervous. My only advice on that level is to just do what feels right. Try to think of what you�d like done to you, and then try it on him. I don�t really know much about two men sleeping together, and I assume Joey�s never been with a man�� JC trailed off and when Justin nodded, he continued. �So you will both be learning. Again, just do what feels good. If you find something that Joey likes, do it again. I�m sure he�s going to be almost as nervous as you are, if not more. So if you just relax, it would help both of you,� JC ended his speech with a reassuring smile, and when Justin left soon after, he felt much better. The day before Justin�s birthday was when Joey began to get nervous. He had so much planned for the next day, and he hoped that it would all go perfectly. He was also nervous about making love to Justin. The questions in his mind were a little different from the ones in Justin�s mind though. �What if he doesn�t like being with me? He�s never been with a guy, so what if he hates it? What if I hurt him? I don�t think I could deal with that.� The thoughts and questions wouldn�t go away. So he did what he always did when he needed to talk to someone. He went to Chris and Lance. At first, when he went to them for advice, it seemed a little weird, but their advice actually helped, so he kept going back to them. They also helped him plan out some of the details of Justin�s birthday surprise. After he�s voiced his concerns, Lance and Chris had both given him advice. Lance went first. �I�m sure he will like being with you immediately, Joey. You aren�t the only one who�s waited for more than a year to make love. If he wasn�t sure that he wanted you before, he definitely is now. I really wouldn�t worry about him not being turned on. Like I just said, he wouldn�t have waited this long if he wasn�t sure about wanting to be with you.� �Ok,� Joey said, looking toward Chris for the answer to his other question. �Now you said you were worried about hurting him, right?� Chris asked, and then continued when Joey nodded. �I�d just suggest to bring some lube and to go slowly. I think you know how that works so I don�t have to explain it.� Joey nodded and then laughed when Chris said, �good.� �Thanks so much, both of you,� Joey replied sincerely. �Your help means so much to me. I feel a lot better now.� Joey said goodbye to Chris and Lance and then decided to go to bed early. He had to get up really early the next morning to get his plans rolling. *January 31, 1999* Justin woke to the smell of breakfast. He moaned as the scent of coffee and bacon invaded his senses. When he was finally able to open his eyes, he saw Joey sitting next to him on the bed, smiling. �Happy eighteenth birthday, baby,� Joey said before leaning close to kiss Justin�s lips lightly. �Morning,� Justin replied, smiling up at Joey. �Woah, you�re smiling before you�ve had cereal. Are you feeling ok?� Joey teased, ruffling Justin�s mangled curls. �Funny, real funny. So what�s for breakfast?� Justin questioned, suddenly very hungry. �Pancakes, bacon, and coffee, a la Joey,� Joey replied. �You cooked for me?� Justin asked, surprised. �You didn�t have to do that. We could�ve just gotten room service,� Justin reminded him, but he was excited that Joey had cooked for him. �Nah, this is more special. Plus, they were out of bacon,� Joey joked with a grin. �Anyway, I�ll be right back ok?� �Sure,� Justin agreed, stretching his body out and then yawning. He wanted to go eat breakfast, but he figured he should wait for Joey to come back. When Joey returned, he held a tray piled with food in his hands. Justin�s eyes lit up and Joey laughed. �Breakfast in bed!� Justin exclaimed. �I don�t think anyone�s ever done that for me before.� He leaned forward and smacked a loud kiss on Joey�s cheek. �Well, now someone has,� Joey said, happy that he�d already given Justin a �first.� And it was only ten o�clock. �Not someone,� Justin corrected, �THE one.� Joey just smiled and filled Justin�s plate with food. Justin grabbed a hold of Joey�s left hand, holding it in his right. But he couldn�t eat with his left hand. He got bacon grease and syrup all over his shirt when he tried. Joey laughed and then fed Justin, keeping their hands connected. After they were done eating, Joey ordered Justin to stay in bed while he cleaned up their dishes and his mess in the kitchen. Justin obeyed, but only after making a trip to the bathroom to brush his teeth. When he came out, Joey was sprawled out on is bed, watching cartoons. Justin�s eyes lit up. �We get to watch cartoons?� he asked, obviously excited. �But don�t we have somewhere to be today?� �Yes,� Joey answered simply. �Where? When?� Justin asked. �You have to he right here in my arms, right now,� Joey told him. �That�s all?� Justin questioned. �Yep, that�s all,� Joey replied with a smile. �I don�t know how you got us out of whatever we were supposed to do, but I�m so grateful,� Justin said, jumping up onto the bed with Joey and giving him a big hug. �You�re welcome, J. I just wanted you to have an awesome birthday. And I assumed that you�d enjoy it more without any appearances to make,� Joey explained. �I love you, you know that, right?� Justin reminded him. �Yes, and I love you, too,� Joey replied. �So what are we going to do today?� Justin asked anxiously. �You�ll just have to wait and see,� Joey told him. �My lips are sealed.� �But-� Justin started, but Joey interrupted him. �No buts,� Joey said, noticing that Justin was pouting. �And no pouting either. Just relax. We have a whole day together. I promise that we�ll have fun, ok?� �All right,� Justin agreed. �Hey! Scoobie Doo is on! I love this show!� Joey just smiled and rolled his eyes at Justin�s childish behavior. Around noon, Justin and Joey decided to get up and shower. Justin was still bugging Joey about what they were going to do, but Joey wouldn�t budge. Once they were showered and dressed, Joey told Justin that they were going somewhere. Again, Justin bugged him about being so secretive, but Joey wouldn�t say a word. They got in Joey�s SUV and Joey began driving. When they turned onto some dirt roads, Justin got confused. �Where the heck are you taking, me Joey?� he asked impatiently. �You�ll find out soon,� Joey told him. �But you have to put this on first.� He reached into the back seat and pulled out a blindfold, handing it to Justin. �But-� Justin started to protest. �No buts. You�ll like your surprise, I promise,� Joey said, watching as Justin placed the blindfold over his eyes with a sigh. �We�re almost there, baby,� Joey informed Justin, grabbing his hand, intertwining their fingers, and squeezing Justin�s hand lightly. Justin held onto Joey�s hand, becoming more excited every minute. He wondered where Joey was taking him and what they would do once they got there. He soon felt the car some to a stop. He heard Joey�s seatbelt unbuckle and Joey�s door open. �I�ll be right back, K,� Joey said as he let o of Justin�s hand. �Ok,� Justin agreed, humming to himself as Joey�s door closed and he was left alone in the car. He heard the trunk open as Joey took some things out. He decided that he couldn�t wait to find out what Joey was up to. And he didn�t have to wait long. Soon his door opened, and he felt Joey�s hand on his arm. �Be careful when you get out, babe,� Joey cautioned him, helping him climb out safely. He led Justin away from the car and helped him sit down with his back leaning against a tree. Justin sighed as Joey left his side once again. He reached his hands down to touch the ground, and he smiled as he realized that he was sitting on a soft blanket. His smile broadened when he heard the faint sound of music. The music kept coming closer until he felt a hand on his arm. He leaned into Joey�s touch. Joey sat down beside Justin, pulling him close, and then he finally untied the bandanna. Justin gasped as he realized where they were. He looked over at the valley just below then and smiled at its beauty. �Joey, it�s beautiful,� Justin commented, taking in the sights, the sounds of the music, and the warmth of Joey�s gently touch. �I was hoping you�d like it,� Joey said, running his fingers through Justin�s curls. �Of course I do. This is always the best birthday ever, and I know it�s going to get even better,� Justin replied, blushing a little at what he�d just implied. Joey smiled at Justin�s embarrassment; he found it cute. �So,� he started, �I packed us a picnic lunch. I hope you�re hungry.� �Yeah. You�re just going to spoil me with your awesome cooking all day, aren�t you?� Justin teased, laughing when Joey stuck out his tongue. �Yeah, I�ll woo you with my talents in the kitchen,� Joey joked back, a happy smile on his face. �No need to woo me, Joey, I�ve already been wooed. Wait, is that even a word?� Justin asked. �It is now,� Joey replied, finally grabbing the picnic basket and reaching into it. He handed Justin and sandwich to start. �Mmmm, this is great,� Justin told Joey as he took another bite of his sandwich. �It sure is,� Joey agreed, his eyes sparkling. �Have an ego much, Joey?� Justin teased. �I meant being here with you, you big dork. Way to ruin a romantic comment,� Joey replied, grabbing Justin�s hand and giving it a squeeze. �I love you, baby.� �I love you too,� Justin responded, cuddling up against Joey. �This was definitely worth the wait.� He couldn�t believe how wonderful his day was already. And he knew that it was just going to get better. **** Around 2:00, Joey informed Justin that they had somewhere else to be. Justin pouted at first, not wanting to leave this beautiful place or his boyfriend�s arms. But he soon agreed, wondering what they�d do next. Of course, when he asked, Joey wouldn�t tell him. �You�ll just have to wait, baby J,� Joey told Justin with a happy smile on his face. �Ok,� Justin replied cheerfully, wanting Joey to know that he was enjoying their time together. �So, are you having fun today, Justin?� Joey asked curiously. �Of course. But I�d have fun with you even if we just sat at home all day,� Justin informed him. �Now you tell me,� Joey muttered before looking up at Justin with a smile to show that he was joking. �Now you�re the one ruining *my* romantic comments,� Justin whined, pouting. But Joey knew he wasn�t serious. �Baby, the pout doesn�t work when your eyes are sparkling like that,� Joey pointed out with a small chuckle. �Oh well,� Justin replied, shrugging his shoulders before leaning in to place a sweet kiss on Joey�s lips. �What was that for?� Joey asked, looking into Justin�s happy eyes. �I just want to thank you for making this birthday special,� Justin answered, pulling Joey in for a hug. �We haven�t even gotten to the special part yet,� Joey whispered lightly into Justin�s ear. �Mmmm, yeah, I can�t wait for my cake and ice cream,� Justin replied before bursting into giggles. �Oh, that was a good one, J,� Joey commented, laughing at how cute Justin was when he giggled. �I thought so too,� Justin joked before becoming serious. �But seriously, Joey, I love you so much. I love spending time with you, and I know that tonight will be amazing because I�ll be spending it with you. I can�t wait.� Joey could see the excitement in Justin�s eyes and couldn�t help but get a little excited himself. �I feel the same way, Justin. I love you so much,� Joey told him. Justin smiled before realizing that they�d spent half and hour talking. And Joey had said that they had somewhere else to go. �Hey, Joe, aren�t we supposed to go somewhere else?� he asked curiously. �Oh shit!� Joey exclaimed. Justin looked at him curiously so he continued. �Yeah, we�re meeting someone and we�ll be a little late, but it�s ok. They can wait,� Joey explained, kissing Justin once more before standing up to collect the rest of their things and load them in the car. **** Five minutes and ten kisses later, they were both seated in Joey�s SUV, ready to go. Justin turned on the radio as Joey started the car. Then Justin proceeded to sing to every song that was played. Joey was enjoying listening to Justin�s voice. He could never get enough of it. �Come on, Joey, sing with me!� Justin exclaimed as he started dancing in his seat. Joey smiled at Justin�s childlike enthusiasm and joined in singing. They arrived at their destination in what seem like no time at all. �The park?� Justin questioned curiously. �You�ll see,� was all Joey would say as he proceeded to tie the blindfold on Justin�s eyes again. �This again?� Justin whined, frowning. �Oh, stop it. You know you love it,� Joey whispered in Justin�s ear, running his hands up and down his boyfriend�s sides. �Hey, that tickles,� Justin protested, wiggling out of Joey�s grasp. Somehow, he managed to trip over a rock, and he tripped, almost falling. Joey caught him before he hit the ground. �Be careful, babe. We wouldn�t want you to get hurt,� Joey warned him, grabbing his hands and leading Justin through the park, making sure that Justin didn�t trip again. Justin sighed as Joey stopped. He trusted Joey with his life, but he was a little nervous since he�d already tripped once. He heard laughter and immediately recognized who it was coming from. He smiled as he realized that Joey had planned something with the other guys. He wondered what they were all doing at the park. Then he realized. �Basketball!� he exclaimed as Joey removed the blindfold. Joey chuckled as Justin�s expression changed from excited to confused. �Huh?� Justin asked, curious as to why Lance, Chris, and JC were playing on the swings and teeter-totters. Joey just laughed. The guys heard Joey laughing and motioned for Justin and Joey to join them. Justin and Joey raced over, grinning the whole way. "What are you guys doing?" Justin asked as he and Joey reached them. "What does it look like we're doing Jup?" Chris asked hanging from the monkey bars. �WHY are you doing it is what I meant,� Justin clarified. Joey giggled from behind him. �What�s so funny, Joe?� �We�re just playin' with you, baby, we�re here to play basketball,� Joey replied with a grin. �Unless you�d rather play on the swing set, because it�s *your* birthday.� �Basketball is fine,� Justin responded, smiling. Lance snorted. �Fine? Last I knew you were obsessed with basketball.� �Yeah, yeah, you know what I mean,� Justin joked back, unable to stop smiling. He loved just hanging out with his three best friends and Joey, who was so much more than his best friend. They all walked over to the basketball courts, laughing and talking as they went. They split up into teams, with Justin and Josh versus Joey, Lance, and Chris. Justin had whined about not being on Joey�s team, but then realized being on the opposite team was better. He was guarding Joey, so he took every opportunity he could to brush up against him. The guys rolled their eyes as they saw the interaction between the pair, but there were smiles on their faces. They just wanted their friends to be happy. And Justin and Joey were definitely happy together. The game stayed pretty even the whole way through, and Justin started complaining about his loss. He said it wasn�t fair, and he blamed it on Joey for being �so damn sexy� in his words. Joey tackled him at those words, and the guys laughed as they both fell to the ground. Justin leaned his head up a little to capture Joey�s lips with his, and he groaned as he felt Joey�s hardness against his leg. Josh cleared his throat as he saw Justin reach down to grab something he didn�t want to see, and Justin and Joey both looked up. �Save it for later, guys,� Josh joked, laughing. Justin and Joey looked disappointed, but they laughed along. �Let�s go,� Joey said, leading them to their cars, where Justin and Joey separated from the guys. �Where are we going now, babe?� Justin asked as they climbed into the car. �We gotta go back to the hotel to shower, and then we�re going out,� Joey told him, reaching over to hold Justin�s hand as he started the car and began driving to the hotel. �Where are we going?� Justin questioned curiously, already knowing the answer. �I�m not tellllll-ing,� Joey replied in a singsong voice. �Fine,� Justin said, pouting, but it was hard to keep the smile from his face. He loved every moment that he spent with Joey. When they arrived at the hotel, they ended up taking showers separately, even thought Justin was so obviously hinting that they should take one together. He pouted, and even got a little teary when Joey didn�t seem to get it. �What�s wrong, baby?� Joey asked. �Do you not want me?� Justin questioned, his eyes becoming big blue pools. A few tears escaped and stained his cheeks. �No, Justin, I want you so bad. I just � I want your first time to be really good. And I don�t want it to be in the shower. Do you understand?� Joey tried to explain, wiping the tears away from Justin�s face. �Yeah,� Justin sniffled. �Good. Now let�s get ready, ok?� Joey asked. �Uh huh,� Justin replied, but Joey could tell he was still disappointed. �Come here,� Joey said, pulling Justin to his body and hugging him hard. He placed a kiss on Justin�s nose, and when Justin whimpered, he placed another on his lips. �I love you, and I want you, and later we�re going to have an amazing night together, ok?� �Yeah,� Justin responded, and this time he was smiling with no traces of the tears he�d been holding back before. �There�s that smile I love so much,� Joey said softly, rubbing Justin�s back. �Let�s get ready now, ok babe?� �Ok,� Justin agreed, and they went their separate ways to shower and get changed. **** When Justin was done, he sat on the bed in their hotel room, waiting for Joey to finish. His knees bounced up and down quickly � a sign that he was nervous. He wasn�t really sure what there was to be nervous about. They were probably just going out to dinner and then coming back to the hotel. But when they got back, he and Joey would finally make love. And he was scared and excited at the same time. �Whatcha thinking about?� Joey asked, coming out of the bathroom and shaking Justin from his thoughts. �You,� Justin replied honestly, standing up to wrap his arms around Joey. �You smell good.� �You do too. You look so sexy baby,� Joey told Justin, smiling as he looked Justin up and down. �You too, Joey,� Justin said, smiling back at his boyfriend. �Let�s go,� Joey suggested, taking Justin�s hand and leading him to the elevator and down to the SUV. Justin was glad Joey didn�t make him wear a blindfold this time, because he could watch Joey as he drove. He watched as the shadows moved across Joey�s face when it started to get dark. He decided that he could stare at Joey all day. Joey looked over and caught him staring, causing Justin to blush. But Joey smiled and reached over to hold Justin�s hand in his. The drive to the restaurant Joey had chosen for them to eat at was less than ten minutes away from the hotel. It was a tiny restaurant that wasn�t too nice on the outside, but when they stepped inside, Justin gasped. The building was small, but gorgeous. They were led to a two-person table near the back of the restaurant, and Justin noticed that no one else was in there. �Is it just me, or are we the only ones here?� Justin asked, wondering if that was because the food was bad, or because they were just there at a good time. �I paid them big money to reserve the entire restaurant for us for an hour,� Joey answered, grinning. �You did?� Justin questioned, surprised. He couldn�t keep the smile off of his face. �Only the best for my baby,� Joey replied sweetly, taking Justin�s hand and kissing it softly. �Awwwww. I was beginning to wonder if this place had bad food or something,� Justin whispered, leaning forward so no one else would hear him. �Nah,� Joey replied as a waitress came out to take their order. They both told her their orders and waited until she left before they continued their conversation. �They actually have the best food here,� Joey told Justin. Justin smiled. �It�s so quite in here,� he commented. The only sound besides their voices was soft, melodic music playing in the background. �Is that good or bad?� Joey asked. �So good. It�s weird not to have to hide, you know?� Justin replied. �Yeah, I know what you mean. We shouldn�t be too obviously in front of the waitress, but other than that, we should be ok. Which is a wonderful change,� Joey said, smiling. �Definitely,� was Justin�s response. They sat in a comfortable silence, just soaking in the presence of the one they loved, until their food came. �Wow, this is wonderful,� Justin commented, taking a bit of what he�d ordered. Joey nodded, agreeing that way because his mouth was full. �Want to try some?� Justin asked, offering a bite of his food to Joey on his fork. Joey leaned in, accepting the food into his mouth, and smiling as he chewing. �That *is* wonderful,� Joey commented. �You want to try some of mine?� Justin nodded, and Joey fed him a bite. They continued feeding each other until both their meals are gone. �Dessert?� Justin asked Joey as their plates were being cleared away. �I was thinking we could have desert back at the hotel,� Joey replied with a wink. �Ohhh, ok,� Justin replied, blushing a little. Joey paid the waitress and then led Justin back out to the SUV. �Back to the hotel now?� Justin asked, hoping Joey would say yes. �Yeah, baby, is that ok?� Joey replied. �Of course,� Justin answered, and this time he reached for Joey�s hand and intertwined their fingers for the ride to the hotel. When they arrived back at the hotel, Joey asked Justin to wait for a minute while he asked the person at the front desk something. Justin curiously agreed and watched as Joey talked quietly to the secretary. Joey returned with a smile on his face, so Justin assumed that whatever was going to happen would happen smoothly. He let Joey lead him to the elevator, up to their floor, and to the door of their room. Joey stopped, and held out the blindfold again, grinning. Justin sighed, pretending to be annoyed, but there was a smile on his face. Joey helped him tie it on, and then he heard the door to their room open. Justin heard Joey gasp a little next to him, so he assumed that the room looked beautiful. He was really curious as to what Joey was gasping at though. He soon found out because Joey led him further into the room, and slowly took off the blindfold. �Happy birthday, baby,� Joey whispered in his ear from behind him, and Justin gasped loudly. �Oh Joey,� Justin sighed, looking around the room. The lights were off, but there were so many candles all around the room, that it was glowing with a golden light. He inhaled, and grinned when he realized they were all Vanilla scented, his favorite. He looked over at the bed, and tears came to his eyes. There were rose petals covering the bed, and in the middle, they spelled out �I love you.� Justin couldn�t believe it. It felt like a dream. This was like in the movies. This couldn�t be happening to *him.* But when he looked over at Joey with tears running down his cheeks, he knew that it was real. �Joey, it�s beautiful,� Justin sniffled, wiping at his eyes. �I can�t believe you went to all this trouble for me.� �J, baby, I told you I want your first time to be special. I wanted this birthday to be memorable to you,� Joey replied, pulling Justin into a hug. When he pulled back, he leaned in to kiss Justin�s lips. Justin responded immediately, opening his lips so Joey could slide his tongue inside. He ran his hands up Joey�s arms and slide them into his hair. Joey�s placed his hands on Justin�s waist, and slowly moved then down to rest them on his ass. Justin moaned into the kiss, pulling Joey closer to him. They moved over to the bed together, breaking the kiss once they got there. Joey smiled as he took in Justin�s swollen lips and his deep breathing. He slowly reached up hooked his fingers in Justin�s jacket, sliding it off his shoulders. He tossed it over the back of the chair and then looked back to Justin. Justin did the same with Joey�s jacket, and then helped him take his tie off. They sat down on the side of the bed helping each other take off their shoes and socks. They could both feel the anticipation building. Joey turned to face Justin, and kissed him again, slowly. He started to unbutton Justin�s shirt as they kissed, and pushed that off of his shoulders too. He ran his hands over Justin�s chest, tweaking both nipples to hard little peaks. Justin moaned into his mouth, causing Joey�s cock to stir. He laid Justin down on the bed, straddling his waist. He kissed Justin�s forehead, his nose, both his cheeks, and his chin before placing a short kiss on his mouth. Then he buried his face in Justin�s neck, licking and kissing up and down both shoulders. As he was doing this, Justin moaned again, trying to get the buttons on Joey�s shirt undone. Joey giggled against his neck when he realized when Justin was trying to do, causing Justin to shiver under him. He stopped kissing Justin�s neck, and then Justin was able to get his shirt off with less trouble. He smiled down at his love, his baby, before returning to his task. Joey moved down from Justin�s neck, trailing kisses down his chest, paying attention to both his nipples, and dipping his tongue in Justin�s bellybutton. Justin giggled, squirming under Joey. �That tickles,� he said softly. Joey looked up, grinning. Then he looked back down, focusing on the button of Justin�s dress pants. He got them undone, slid the zipper down, and his gaze slid back up to Justin�s face, looking for approval. Justin nodded, biting his lip. He was a little nervous. They�d obviously never been this intimate before, and he didn�t want Joey to, well, change his mind. �Are you sure?� Joey whispered. Justin nodded again, a little more sure of himself and helped Joey push his pants down. Keeping Justin�s boxers on, Joey slid his hands up and down Justin�s thighs, giving Justin time to make sure he was really ready. If Justin were to protest, Joey knew he�d stop immediately. It didn�t matter about what he wanted, this was all for Justin. And if Justin wasn�t ready, he could wait longer. �I love you,� Joey said softly, and Justin pulled him back up his body so their lips connected again. While they kissed, Joey moved his hand down to brush over Justin�s cock for the first time. Justin gasped into Joey�s mouth, thrusting his hips up a little. Joey continued to move his hand over Justin�s cock through the thin material of Justin�s boxers until Justin broke their kiss to whisper, �more, please, Joey.� Joey nodded, kissing Justin once more before moving back down his body. He tugged Justin�s boxers down slowly, his eyes connected with Justin�s as he did so. He touched Justin�s cock cautiously, and then found a rhythm with his hand. Soon he had Justin writhing beneath his hand. Justin whimpered when Joey�s hand left his cock, and almost screamed out as he felt Joey�s mouth cover his hardness. He clutched the blankets in his hands, trying not to thrust too hard into Joey�s mouth. Joey moved his mouth up and down, not really sure what to do. He tried to do what he would like, and hoped that Justin would like that. He wanted to make Justin feel special, loved, amazing. Justin was feeling all three and more. He spent a lot of time daydreaming about what it would be like when Joey was touching him, but this was so much better. And when Joey stopped, he almost cried. �Joey?� he asked. �Just a sec, baby, I gotta get the lube,� Joey whispered, reaching for the tube on the table next to their bed. He then returned his mouth to Justin�s cock, and Justin couldn�t say anything more. Joey applied some lube to his finger, and slowly circled it around the ring of muscle below Justin�s balls, causing Justin to moan loudly. He slid the finger inside slowly, not wanting to hurt Justin. He waited for Justin to get used to the new feeling, and then slowly moved his finger around. Justin cried out as Joey hit his prostate, and he came hard into Joey�s mouth. Joey swallowed, and moved back up Justin�s body to kiss his lover. �Oh God, Joey, that was amazing,� Justin said, still breathing hard. Joey smiled, kissing Justin sweetly. �Joey?� �Yes, my love?� �Will you make love to me?� Justin asked shyly. Joey didn�t answer, but kissed Justin passionately instead. Justin reached down, unbuttoning and unzipping Joey�s pants and sliding them down his hips, bringing his boxers with them. He touched Joey slowly, not really sure what to do. But Joey moaned into their kiss, so he figured he was doing ok. Joey broke the kiss to reach for a condom, and Justin helped him put it on. The he carefully spread lube on himself, and moved to lie on top of Justin. He reached down to slide a finger carefully into Justin�s body, and then added another when Justin started squirming beneath him. Joey removed his fingers, and Justin whimpered. �Now, Joey, please,� Justin begged, kissing Joey. Joey obeyed, carefully sliding his cock into Justin. He stopped when he saw Justin cringe in pain. �I�m sorry, baby,� he whispered, kissing Justin softly. �It�s ok,� Justin replied, �keep going, I�m ok.� Joey slowly slid the rest of the way inside, and waited to start moving until it looked like Justin was no longer in pain. As Joey slid in and out, Justin moaned, and thrust his hips up to meet Joey�s. They found a rhythm and moved together. Joey reached in between their bodies to stroke Justin�s abandoned cock. �I � oh, I, Joey, I love you,� Justin whispered just before he came. Joey came a few seconds later, collapsing beside Justin. He removed the condom and disposed of it. Then, after blowing the candles out, he climbed back in bed and, they both curled up, falling asleep in each other�s arms. But not before Joey said, �I love you too, baby.� **** When Justin woke the next morning, he smiled when he remembered the night before. Joey had been so amazing, and he was so happy that they�d waited. It had just made it even more special. He was absolutely positive that his birthday couldn�t have been any better. And when Joey woke up a few minutes later, Justin told him that. Joey just smiled and whispered, �I love you so much, baby J.� �I love you too,� Justin replied, and they both fell back asleep, dreaming of each other. THE END |