| Chapter 2 |
| "I'm pregnant..." Lance looked at Josh for a moment his eyes filling with tears as he moved his hands to Josh's stomach we're their baby was growing [[Our baby, me and Josh are finally a family]] Lance thought happily. "Joshua, we're having a baby! I can't believe it. I am so happy, I always wanted a family with you. You have made me the happiest man on Earth tonight Josh, I love you more than anything, you and our baby." Lance said as he pulled Josh to him and kissed him deeply as tears of pure joy flowed down both of their faces. When they parted Josh had something else to say to Lance, "Lance, when we first got together I thought that was the happiest I could get but it just kept getting better and better; I never thought about children until I fell in love with you. I am so glad I told you from the beginning that I was one of the few males on this planet gifted with being able to have a child, even though we never really spoke about it I know we both wanted children and I believe that God knew the time was right for us to have our baby; a symbol of our love." Lance cupped Josh's face and kissed him sweetly and full of love, when they seperated Lance laid his forehead against Josh's and asked, "Do you know how far along you are?" "7 weeks. I conceived on January 11th; 2 days after the AMA's when you came home and we celebrated winning our way." Josh answered grinning. Lance blushed and grinned, "Remind me to thank whoever created the AMA's. Wow so 7 weeks thats just under 2 months." "Yeah, I hate to say it but we'll have to tell management so they can cancel the last leg of the tour." Lance looked shocked, "Josh you are not touring pregnant, I don't want anything hurting you or the baby, come to think of it we'll add extra security for you to be safe." Josh smiled at Lance's protectiveness, "Lance the tour starts in 2 days, we can't cancel shows without any notice. Baby I will be fine for the first 3 months I'm sure, might wanna tone down my dances, but I will take every precaution necessary to keep me and this baby safe." "Josh I worry about you, it's my job. Your up there in the spotlight 24/7 and I'm afraid someone will try to take you away from me." Lance looked away blushing. Josh grasped Lance's chin and gently tugged him to face him, "That will never happen James!" Josh said forcefully then continued, "I have a question for you and I was just wondering is all, so please be honest..." "Josh your rambling." Lance interrupted slightlyamused, "What do you want to ask me." Josh took a deep breath and asked, "Do you want to, do you think we should, maybe it's time that we 'came out'?" Lance smiled at Josh, "Josh I would love nothing more then to walk down a street holding your hand and carrying our baby, I have wanted to 'come out' to the public as soon as we got together, I just wanted to shout it from the rooftops; and now we've been together for 3 years, your my fiance and your having my baby. I want to tell the world that I love you your my one and only, that I am going to make you my husband and that your having my child." Lance kissed Josh and said, "We're going to have to tell the guys that," Lance grinned as he ticked them off, "We're getting married, having a baby and coming out." Josh sighed and said, "Yeah we are but let's not think of that now, I wanna know should we get married before or after the baby's born?" "Well I think you would look gorgeous in your tux while pregnant I really wanna do it after the birth, we have so much to do for this I don't really want to be worrying about anything else." "I agree let's deal with one thing at a time, what do you want to tell the public?" "What do you mean?" "When we 'come out'. Do you want to tell them we're together or that we're engaged or that we're engaged and expecting a baby?" "I want everybody to know that your mine and nobody else's, so I would say engaged I would love to tell everyone we're expecting but that's up to you." "Okay we'll tell them we're engaged and expecting." Lance grinned and threw his arms around Josh and hugged him hard, "I love you Joshua and I can't wait to marry you." "I love you too Lance and I can't wait to make you mine forever." Josh kissed Lance as he ran his hands through Lance's hair making Lance moan and wrap his arms around Josh's waist and kissed him back with equal force. Josh moved his kisses from Lance's mouth to his cheek, his jaw and finally to his ear we're he nibbled and sucked it before whispering huskily, "Lance?" "Yeah." Lance panted, what Josh was doing to him was amazing. "I have this fantasy where it's you and me on a secluded beach and we are naked and making love right there on the beach," Josh looked into Lance's lust-filled eyes and moved his lips within millimeters of Lance's so when he talked they brushed Lance's lip, "Do you want to make my fantasy a reality?" Josh asked as he trailed a hand down Lance's ribcage and slid inside his shirt to find the skin he discovered there. "Oh Josh, yes, I wanna make love to you under the stars." And that it is what they proceeded to do for the rest of the night make love under the stars, when they finally arrived home Josh and Lance collapsed into bed, Lance snuggled up to Josh's side with his head on Josh's chest and his arms wrapped possessively around his wait he sleepily said, "I love you." Josh returned it with his own sleepy response, "I love you too Lance, tomorrow's another day, along with more surprises." Then they both fell into a peaceful sleep each dreaming of the other. |