| Pure Love |
| �Jace?� Joey said, turning towards his lover who was sitting on the couch next to him. They were watching TV. �Yeah, Joe?� JC replied, not looking away from the TV. �Can we do something different tonight?� Joey asked. �What do you mean, something different? You don�t want to have sex?� JC wondered aloud. �No, I do. I-it�s just always the same,� Joey complained. �How so?� JC asked curiously. �Well, I always suck you off and then you are on top while we have sex. Can�t we try something different?� Joey explained, almost whining when he asked the question. �What�d you have in mind?� JC asked, finally looking at Joey. Joey wouldn�t help but think that he looked damn hot when he was trying to hide his curiosity. �Well, I don�t know. Can we just go with the flow and explore for a change? We got into a pattern and I�m not saying that it�s boring, but well, you know�� Joey tried to explain, but failed miserably. �Ok, if that�s how you feel,� JC started, not able to hide how hurt he was. �I guess we could do something different.� �Awww, Jace, I�m sorry, I didn�t mean to make you upset,� Joey said, feeling bad. �I-I just� if you aren�t satisfied with me, Joey, maybe you should find someone else,� JC suggested, bursting into tears at the thought of Joey leaving him for someone else. �Jace, that�s not what I meant,� Joey said, trying to soothe JC. He pulled JC close and JC held on tight. �I am so sorry, Jace, forget that I even said anything,� Joey said, wishing that he�d just kept his mouth shut. �I can�t, Joey. I want to make you happy,� JC sniffled, pulling away a little, but not too much so that he was still in Joey�s arms. �You do make me happy, Josh, you really do. I-I love you,� Joey told JC cautiously. They�d never said those three words to each other before, unless it was in a friendly way. �You � you do?� JC asked, his eyes widening and then filling with more tears. Happy tears. �Yes, I do. I love you so much, Josh. This relationship was never just about sex to me, ever. I was just too scared to tell you. I love you. I love this,� Joey said, pointing to JC�s heart. �I love you on the inside as well as the outside. I�ve never felt this way about someone before, Josh. This is real.� There were still tears running down JC�s cheeks when Joey finished his speech. �I�I, Joey,� was all JC could say before fresh tears filled his eyes. �Shhh, Jace,� Joey shushed him, brushing the tears from JC�s face and placing a kiss on JC�s now salty-tasting lips. When they pulled away, JC still couldn�t speak, but Joey could see exactly how he felt by the look in his eyes. The look he saw there was pure love. And then he realized that it didn�t matter how repetitive their sex was before. It didn�t matter because Joey knew that what they had now was real. And that�s all that mattered. THE END |