| His Everything |
| The loneliness of nights so long, The search for strength to carry on, My every hope had seemed to die My eyes no more tears to cry JC laid in his bed in some random hotel room in the middle of nowhere, thinking of his life. But that just made him more lonely than he�d felt before. He had hoped every day that he would find someone to love and someone to love him in return but his hope was quickly dying. The day that he�d been dumped, he cried like he�d never cried before. And now his eyes were dry and itchy which made him more irritated. Why couldn�t he just fall asleep and forget everything? It seemed impossible because of all the thoughts swimming in his head. But soon his breathing began to deepen and he fell asleep. Then like the sun shined from up above You surrounded me with your endless love And all the things I couldn�t see Are now so clear to me The next morning JC woke up with a start. The sun had been up for a long time because it was shining brightly through the large windows. He could feel someone watching him. He sat up and looked around his hotel room. And sure enough, there was his best friend sitting in the chair at the foot of his bed, staring at him. �Mornin� Josh,� Lance said softly, never removing his beautiful green eyes from JC�s icy blue ones. �Mornin�, Lance,� JC replied, yawning, �Whatcha doing here?� �Well, I heard you scream last night, so I came in and you were tossing around. So I woke you up, calmed you down, and sang you to sleep� you don�t remember?� Lance explained. �No, I don�t,� JC said, confused. So you stayed here all night?� �Yeah, I wanted to make sure you were ok,� Lance told him. �Lance?� JC asked. �Yeah, Josh?� Lance replied. �Thanks,� JC said with a smile. You are my everything Nothing your love won�t bring My life is yours alone The only love I�ve ever known JC couldn�t believe the strange feelings he�d been having lately about Lance. Lance was his best friend in the world. JC didn�t know what he would do without him. He soon realized that he cared very deeply for his friend, and maybe even loved him? Well, JC did love him, but was he *in* love with him? It was very possible. He�d felt something similar to this with Bobbie, except now the feeling was even stronger. If this wasn�t love, he didn�t know *what* it was. Your spirit pulls me through When nothing else will do JC laughed when he remembered all the memories he and Lance had together. From going grocery shopping together for a late night snack, to trying to decide on a movie at the rental store. They were always goofing around and joking with each other. But then there were also times when they were completely serious. They told each other about every little thing they felt. And when JC was feeling sad or depressed, Lance was there to lift him up. JC loved Lance and Lance loved JC. Every night I pray on bended knee That you will always be My everything JC had always prayed every night when he was younger to meet someone. And now he knew that his prayers had been answered. He�d found his match. And his match was the most wonderful man in the world. His everything. THE END Song used: My everything by 98 degrees |