sorry.
oh baby. i am so so sorry for some of the things i've written. i am sorry that i was so wrong about you. i'm sorry that i let the world think those things about you. i'm sorry that i haven't spent just as much time, if not more, telling the world how wonderful you are. i'm sorry that i have done you the disservice of repeatedly doubting you. i am sorry sorry sorry.
you deserve so much better than that. and if you can hear me when i say that those were just bitter, passing thoughts...more fear than perception..more insecurity than lack of trust...then you'll see that i can give you much better.
whether you hear me or not..i promise to prove that i do not believe the things that i have written. .