peoplerant

The simple day to day experience of going out into the world and meeting new people can be such a trying endeavor. Life seems to lead you on a path torwards the people you'd rather not associate with at all.
Try as I might, I never have much tolorance for new people....I never seem to give them enough time to get to know me really. I do that for a reason. I can usually tell if I can or can't get along with someone 5 minutes into the conversation. After all the snap judgements have been formed and depleted, and new more sound ones have been made, what remains of this person who was a complete and utter stranger 5 minutes ago?
Most of the time I find myself not wanting to be there and trying every nasty little trick to get out of the conversation as fast as I possibly can. More often than not, i do it politely, even thoughI feel like I should slap them across the face and tell them exactly what I think of them. But I pride myself on my politeness, I was raised to give people who deserve respect, respect. However I meet very few people that actually should get some recognition.
Most of them are drooling idiots who care about nothing more than achieving the ultimate "Jone's status" through material things and the like. People who will do anything to get thier way. Frankly it sickens me to hear about some of the heartless crude things some people have done to get what they desire.
Then there are the people out there who preach upon certain things, when in fact, they have NO clue as to what they are talking about. They mostly use opinions formed by someone else and try to pawn them off as thier own. Ugh.
I can go on for PAGES about the people who live off of others. The users and the low-lifes...Jerry Springer has wet dreams about some of the sad sorry sacks of monkey shit that i've managed to meet.
People are an interesting concept to me. I find myself laying awake at night wondering about why and who and what people did and thier reasoning behind it. I'd bet if I found out, i'd be scarred for life, and yet I still think about it.
The way the human mind works interests me beyond anything else....our fears, hopes, ect.
Why did that guy just flip me off for no reason?? That question can run through my mind for hours upon hours.
Why people do what they do, and why they are who they are pisses me off and perplexes me. How can so many people be so blind as to believe the many things they believe, and doubt the many things they doubt.
Why some people think that brains make them better, or money, looks ect.
The human ego *ARGH* how much better off would we all be without an ego?!
What would Fred Durst be doing right now, if he had no ego at all?
The few diamonds in the rough are a true pleasure to find, the ones who are INTELLIGENT ( smart is nothing to me ), beautiful inside, and most of all just plain pleasing to be with....as rare as these people are, I think i'm blessed to find as many as i've found. So many people today are corrupt and foolish. I'm just plain tickled pink to find that some people out there HAVE a brain and know how to use it too ( see brains when it's complete ) Now THAT is a true rareity....be glad when you find it, you'll most likely never see another person like that for many a year.
As for all the rest of these festering children of commercialism...well who the hell cares?! If they want to look and act like the latest fashion magazine dictates, let them follow. I myself prefer to run with the black sheep.