Bitch2

Well if today wasn't just a big fucking waste of my time...
I was all psyched out, thought it was going to be a good day but, Oh No! I'm not allowed to have good days, silly me.
See now, I thought I was going to hang out with one of my friends ( Kyle ) who I haven't seen in like, almost a year now. But he has this little thing called, plan canceling, which I personally think, he gets some kind of sick satisfaction out of.
Since I had previous plans, I told him I would call him when I was available. I call him, tell him, " I'll be ready in an hour", he says," fine. "
An hour and a half later ( I had to take a shower ) I give him a call and say, " ok I'm ready." He chickened out because he didn't want to stay up all night and bla bla bla. This has happened the last um, 3 times I've wanted to hang out. BOOM! Plans get canceled.
I am starting to get really annoyed with this bullshit. I swear to god, I'm gonna quit bothering with that boy. Oh, he can make space and time for his little Girlfriend who is probably out sucking dick as we speak. No time for me though. Never any time for me. Why the fuck is that?! Am I not cool?! Am I not worth the effort even though I would put out that much effort to go see him?! Pah! When he dies, I'll tell whoever invites me to the funeral that I can go, and then call and cancel 5 minutes before it starts.
Buncha bullshit I swear. Anyways, the other shitty part of today was when I had to waste an hour and a half of my time going to my 11 year old Brother's crappy ass holiday concert. WEE! A BUNCH OF 5th GRADERS TOOTLING AND TRYING TO MAKE IT SOUND LIKE COHERANT MUSIC!!! Well, actually, my Bro has been playing the violin for 2 years now, and his section was very good. I was proud. But the rest of the little ADD infested midgets were making nothing but a mockery of the Christmas Carols we know and love. Especially the choir. I have never seen such a disorganized collection of screaming and redfaced morons since I told some bitch I slept with her husband. I longed to have a large group of my surly teenage stoner guy friends to stand in the back with and yell out comments like, "YOU SUCK!" and, "STOP FEEDING THAT LITTLE FAT BOY IN THE TOP ROW! IT LOOKS LIKE HIS CHEEKS ARE GOING TO EXPLODE!!!" Something along those lines. Fuckin A. Then the cow waitress at Sharis took 20 minutes to get around to filling my coffee cup, even though her section contained all of Oh, 6 or 7 people. I would bang my coffee cup down on the table several times when she walked by. I got in trouble for that later. I "embarrased" my parents. Oh shuckie darn. I embarrass almost everyone I know, it's fun. I like hanging out my guy-friend's car window and hoot at really grizzled looking old guys. Either that or bark at everyone we pass....that's fuckin hilarious, I love seeing people's faces when a redhead bitch is hanging out the window, barking and baring her teeth at them. Some of em look twice just to make sure someone didn't put acid in thier tap water, some stupid ass guys think I am hitting on them and they follow us for a few miles and give up when I wont lick my lips and make "me stroke you off American Joe" motions at them. I'd show them my tits but, that would just be giving them what they want, and I don't do that.
Fuck, I have a dentist's appointment this Friday. That is a fucking Friday buzz destroyer right there. I have to get my teeth drilled! HUZZAH! If my Dentist wasn't so fucking fine, I would probably have hit him several times in the balls for all the shots he's given me. I fuckin hate needles. I like the pills they give me so I dont have a panic attack. I get like um 4 Ativans every time I have to have dental work done, otherwise I would go into a panick attack and start throwing punches and other random heavy objects. Rarr, I don't cry when I panick, I start HITTIN stuff *grin* how honkey of me.
I think I should go eat some popcorn, that way my Dentist will yell at me, he's sexy when he yells at me....MmMmMmMm
FUCK OFF!
**Elizabeth**
**1:10am**