| Wednesday January 21, 2004 | |||||||||||||||||||||||||
| Life has been difficult for me. I've had my ups and downs the last few weeks. Sigh!?! Here we go. Dreux is going through a situation and I can't help him in anyway. I care deeply for him but it's out of my control. Him and the boys will just have to work it out on there own. It's like I see everything he worked for falling apart before his eyes. My love life took a turn for the better, well that's what I believe. Him and I are on a hiatus from one another so we could REALLY figure out just what we really want in a relationship. This time will give me the opportunity to focus all my attention on school and finding a new career or line of work. The last few weeks have been so strenuous on both our parts. I think sometimes where just not meant to be together, but then I look into his eyes or hear his voice and realize that our love for each other ill never die. My relationship with my parents has offically diminished. The sight of my mother upsets me. I still can't forgive her for not protecting me and just being a mother and friend. Gail has really been the mother in my life as of late, I LOVE her so much. Well, I'm feeling kind of ill so I'm gonna wrap it up. I think my life is gonna start getting better. | |||||||||||||||||||||||||
| Posted by Karen @ 10:43 AM EST [Thoughts?:] | |||||||||||||||||||||||||
Visted my Thoughts!
Diary Arcives
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