She's waiting, she's self-assured & insecure,
She's fading, like a little girl becomes a wallflower
She's talking (to herself but anyone can read her mind it's clear)
but what leaves her mouth is anyones
she wants to fit in,
cos she can't help what she's been learned
She magazine -(sucks her self esteem)
is full of crap to keep her down,
she (breathes) reads it all in
(the conditioning)
the contradictions fatten all.
Say diet every other fucking word,
when they're supposed to be a friend,
it doesn't help her -she's stuck in time
another pressure to make her mind
she reads it all in
she breathes it all in
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THEY DO NOTHING FOR YOUR SELF-ESTEEM
EVERYTHING YOU DO OR DON'T IS RIGHT OR WRONG IN THEIR VIEW NO REAL VIEW & BIG SISTERS NOT SUPPOSED TO JUDGE YOU
SAY DIET EVERY OTHER FUCKING WORD
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anticipate another breakdown sensing that it's time to trip,
fearing all my worst nightmares
don't know what to do or say, we'll talk some other day
I've got something on my mind
Go to sleep, you'll never see,
never learn your lesson learnt
I'm healing, subdued and broken
Floating around in this.
I've gotta just do it cos talk is too cheap
I've had these same conversations for years and they're not that deep!
Go to sleep,
You'll never see,
only learnt to deceive and not perceive
And never learn to swin,
while I float in this, I'll regain the strength and I'll subsist.
I'm sleepy, and happy,
I put on, my nappy!
And baby-sit the child inside of me today.
It started, so sappy, and almost, went crappy,
But I've got too much good in my veins.
I'm stupid, and dumb,
I shouldn't have done
what I did, to make me feel this way.
I'm buzzin', and numb,
and sucking, my tougue,
in a disorientated world of bubblegum,
Where I float, in my bubble,
foaming at the mouth,
turns green, with FAIRY liquid
until it bursts, green froth
it forms a way into my reality,
through my illusion,
out it's door and through my mind,
and back,
until
it's green
until it's seen
until I make you believe it!
all words written and copyright D* 2002, 2004