That's 15 birthday cakes
But the candles seem much more
They glow like the sun
I feel so old
No longer fun
All this pain
Don't you see?
So much pain
It's killing me!
I'm aging fast
Not in body but in mind
Please spare me
Please be kind
Free me from eternity
Of feeling like nothing
When I was a child
Everything was something
Now look
Don't you see?
Look at what
You did to me!
Never cried
Nope not I
I always tried
To reach the sky
But now the world
So full of sorrow
Should be lucky
If it sees tomorrow
I want to be free
No more pain
I'm done now
Until I write again.
I cannot see
Won't you please
Show some mercy?
All these emotions
Are bottled up inside
Yet here you make me stand
Not letting me hide
It hurts to feel
It hurts to think
I am the Titanic
About to sink
I pray to thee
Let me go
I'll be ok
My pain no one will ever know
Just let me be free
Of the inner turmoil
Oh no my blood
Help! It's about to boil
Am I comic relief?
Am I funny to you?
Why are you doing this?
What did I do?
Why am I being hurt?
Is this merely a test?
Because the pain feels real
It's parasitic, about to infest
Why can't you let me go?
I swear I won't tell
Damn you!
I hope you burn in hell!
My stomach hurts
My head aches