After we got back to my house and John settled in, john and I got to know each other better. It did not take long before I told him how much I cared for him. He said he felt the same way towards me. I then told him I was sorry but I needed to get back to work as soon as I could. He understood and told me to go. I told John to open doors and pull out drawers, he could look anywhere he felt like as I have no secerets. With that I went down stairs to my store. I had closed it to go to the bus station to get him and I needed to reopen as soon as I could. He followed me down the stairs and asked if it was ok if he sat with me while I worked. We did a lot of talking that first day. Soon we were making plans to go to his house and get his things. The next week we went and got what we could. It was not easy meeting his family. His children were as nice as he had told me. His wife had guessed who I was and disliked me right off. I could not blame her for that I do not know how I would have acted.
We packed up most of his things and then drove about an hour toward my house. It had been a long day so got a room for the night. Late the next day we made it back to my house. I was so glad to be back home. From that point on John has never left my side other then for work.
John is the first man to accept me as I am. No conditions no requests. I guess you could say I had a lot of hang ups. Because of a falling for and then getting dumped by different guy I had wanted to die for so long. My life was hell, I was so messed up. It all seems crazy now that a man could effect you so bad you would think of taking your own life. I am passed that now. John helped me begin to live again to see life is good. He has helped me get over many things that used to get me down. I love him more then anyone I have known. Like all couples we have had good and bad times. The good times far exceed the bad. The bad times are easily forgotten. |
