| Part 4 (Good morning.) |
| I dreamed about Jonathan last night. I can't wait to leave for school. I'm meeting Jonathan at the park. Last night was the best night and today is going to be the best day. "Good morning," I said as ai jumped down the stairs. "Uh, are you ok?" My mom must be sick. "Yea, why you ask?" She doesn't want me to be happy, that's her problem. "You're not sick?" "No, bye." I ran out the door. Is it so hard to believe I'm happy? What is wrong with her? Oh damn, Jonathan looks better in the sun light. He is good with kids, too. This little girl runs up to him and asks, "Are you Simba? My sister has you on her wall." He hugged her and signed a picture for her to give to her sister. "Did your mom get you last night?" "No, went perfect." "So what are we going to do today?" I was thinking about last night too much. What the hell are we doing today? "Uh, anything you want?" Please pick. I'm clueless. "My hotel has a pool." Go to his hotal? Hell yea! "Sure." Stay cool, don't make his hotel a big deal... Yes, yes, yes! I never knew we had a hotel here with a pool. Did I forget to let him know I can't siwm? Shit. "I've got to go to my rom and get ready. YOu want to come or wait down here?" he asked looking at me for an answer. "Come. I will get lost alone," I said laughing, even if it's true. This place is big, like, 50 floors. THis guy has the biggest room, or should I say "rooms." Two freakin' TVs and a king sized bed. Like something in a movie. "Can I ask you something?" I said as he walks into the bedroom. "Let me guess, you want me to change in front of you?" That would be great. "No," I replied while trying to stop laughing. "How much does this place cost. "A lot. I let my lawyer and mom work it out. I wouldn't care where I stayed. I've got two TVs. How can I watch them both at the same time?" What is he normal? I would love it here, but it's better with him here. "This place is better than my house," I said looking around without snooping. "I've got to change. Are you planning on swimming in that?" "Oh no, I've got a two piece under it." I forgot to tell him that before. "Ok," he said as he shut door. I am thinking of how to say, "I can't swim." I get to see him without a shirt. I have to tell him I can't swim. "Let's go. I've got swimming trunks under my clothes," he said. "Ok, I hope those people outside don't see us. The camera people." What are they called? I look stupid now. "I hate the paparazzi," he said. "How big is the pool?" Please say not deep. "From 3 feet to 12 feet." "Great." I'm going to drown. "I rented it, so it would be only us." Why would he do that? Well, only he will know I can't swim. "Ready to get in?" He has no shirt on and he looks like those are boxers that he is wearing. How do I tell him I can't swim? "Hey don't get mad." "Mad at what?" he asked looking confused. "I don't... know how to swim." Oh God it's so hard to talk to this guy in boxers. "Really? Wow. Want to learn?" Jonathan teaching me to swim? That would be amazing. "Uh, ok, if you want," I said trying to look like I didn't care. "Yea, you got to know how to swim," he said, grabbing my hand. "Great. Teach me." "First get in the 5 feet." He jumps in, like it's nothing. "Just jump?" It's cold, and I can't swim. What a way to drown, in cold water with Jonathan Taylor Thomas. "It's just 5 feet. You're taller than 5 feet." "Not much taller." I'm, like, 5'1". I jump in. "See, you're in. Was that hard?" he said laughing and putting his arms around me. "The hard part is coming, I just know it," I said without laughing. "Yea, you're right, now swim to the 8 foot. Just put your hands in front of you and kick your feet." He left me. I'm in the baby 5 feet and he is in the 8 feet. "I will go under." Not going to happen! "You go to go under to swim," he said trying to explain. "But I won't come back up. Get it." I'm still not laughing. "I won't let that happen. You said last night that you trusted me, so now you've got to prove it." What's the worst that could happen, I need mouth to mouth? "Ok, now how do I stop without drowning?" "Stop and do what you were doing in the 5 feet. You won't go under. See, you can swim." I learned to swim because of Jonathan. He holds me up and had his arms around me. "You don't have to hold me up now, I can swim." His arms around me do feel good. "I want to hold you. You ok with that?" I just nod my head yes. He made it clear he wanted to hld me. This is the best day. Even better than yesterday at the park and store. We are in the corner of the pool. He is holding me. I am being pushed up to his chest. What a hot body. "So are you having fun?" he asked. "Yea, thanks for teaching me to swim." "No problem." I'm an inch from his face. "Wish I could take you with me when I leave." I would go. "That would be fun," I said laughing and wishing. "You can call me if you want," he brought up. "Yea, I will." "I will give you my number when we go back up to my room." |