Now I have given up on everything else I have found it to be the only way To really know Christ and to experience The mighty power that brought Him back to life again, and to find Out what it means to suffer and to Die with him. So, whatever it takes I will be one who lives in the fresh Newness of life of those who are Alive from the dead.
Fear, it's here! But yet she said "yes" Why won't others just let her rest So what if she believes, guess what So do I, I have a question, what about you? Seems so long ago this terror took place, But now New fear rules, spreading that chaos Now we face the same at our schools This chain reaction shot through the world Where did we all go wrong? Why? This world, I can blame it and it's ways, but I caused the pain and terror, fear and loneliness Just easier to let someone else carry the burden Reminds me of a story, once told to me Jesus from heaven He came, died for you me He already took that burden, don't put it on someone else Will that be enough for you to stop yet? Hope so but if not. One day we will face the same trial too Before Him we stand, no room for flaws The gun is loaded, where will you go She said, "yes", I will to, but I�m worried about you.
They have fallen without permission, their final journey not their say. Their gruesome end without compassion, no one should die that way. Most go to school to learn and listen, but some just don't heed the words. They feel self pity and oppression, they live by rules of the absurd. A ticking bomb inside their minds, a fuse lit by nothing, to self fulfill a fantasy easing rage and hollow trustings. But innocents have fallen never knowing why, who can ease the pain of those left behind watching a senseless, violent game. And before this madness ever ends, how many will there be, who'll taste the target of other's self-righteous anarchy. A troubled mind we cannot see, sometimes we can only guess, but those who are close should undoubtedly see some signs of their unrest. A child is a child, they come with unsteady minds and there are some that consistently walk a fine, unstable line. They need the balance they've never had, but whose job is it anyway?! In a throwaway society, who has the final say?! The truth is that the Fallen are not just those who've died, but those who are the perpetrators and those who never tried. The Fallen are a melting pot of hopelessness an despair and there may not be an end in sight unless we all become aware. Our children are our future, but will our future say, if we allow this destruction to carry on this way. Don't turn away from the desperation in the calling. There are enough casualties, the casualties of the Fallen.
Even though i wasnt there The feelings of lonelyness and sorrow i share Each day i think of all the tears shed And i cry to for the innocent that now lay dead The dreams wake me in the night Feeling this pain is something i cant fight i wan't there, you think i dont understand But really i just want to be there for a helping hand I Know i wasn't there I don't know how you feel but i know the grief i feel is real I'm sorry for those who lost loved ones But i hate the ones who brought those guns Slowly i gather myself to try and stand 'Cause i know i wasn't there,but im your helping hand im you hand to hold once the suns gone down and its gotten cold My hand is here for you to embrace when you don't recognise your own face My hand will always be here Even though i wasn't there.
You try to forget, but you can't, Its in the library. Screams being echoed, Its in the library. You hear the gun and see the blood, Its in the library. Your friend is crying, dying, Its in the library. You try to forget, but you cant, Its in the library.
Johnny brought a gun to school, He told his friends that it was cool, And when he pulled the trigger back, It shot with a great crack. Mommy, I was a good girl, I did What I was told, I went to school, I got straight As', I even got the gold! But Mommy, when I went to school that day, I never said goodbye, I'm sorry Mommy, I had to go, But Mommy, please don't cry. When Johnny shot the gun, He hit me and another, And all because Johnny, Got the gun from his older brother. Mommy, please tell Daddy; That I love him very much, And please tell Chris; my boyfriend; That it wasn't just a crush. And tell my little sister; That she is the only now, And tell my dear sweet Grandmother; I'll be waiting for her now, And tell my wonderful friends; That they always were the best, Mommy, I'm not the first, I'm no better then the rest. Mommy, tell my teachers; I won't show up for class, And never to forget this, And please don't let this pass. Mommy, why'd it have to be me? No one deserves this, Mommy, warn the others, Mommy, I left without a kiss. And Mommy, tell the doctors; I know they really did try, I think I even saw a doctor, Trying not to cry. Mommy, I'm slowly dying, With a bullet in my chest, But Mommy, please remember, I'm in heaven with the rest. Mommy, I ran as fast as I could, When I heard that crack, Mommy, listen to me if you would, I'm not coming back. I wanted to go to college, I wanted to try things that were new, I guess I'm not going with Daddy; On that trip to the new zoo. I wanted to get married, I wanted to have a kid, I wanted to be an actress, Mommy, I wanted to live. But Mommy, I'm must go now, The time is getting late, Mommy tell my boyfriend, I'm sorry, but I had to cancel the date. I love you Mommy, I always have, I know; you know it's true, And Mommy all I wanted to say is, "Mommy, I love you"