| One part of me wants to tell you everything But I know things would change. So I kept it in me for so long Let it dig at me till there was nothing left But now I'm changing,and i'm scared. I don't know whare I'll end up. so manny paths to choose nothing is promised to me. But I'll take my chances I can't give up I woln't lay down. I've fought too hard to get here. so much regret, so manny dreams lost. i'de cry for them but nothing is left no tears for lost hope. I have my scars but no excuses.. Momma was never there( but she was) Father never cared ( but he did.) I had no friends (they are still here.) I never had a chance (it was given to me.) I went hungry (there was allways food to eat.) I needed more (I was given all I needed..) I wanted for everything (I wanted for nothing.) I never knew my god ( was raised in a church) No one understood me (I had support.) I have every right to cry (I should be happy.) I have nothing to gain (I have everything to loose.) |