| I wish I could say it's gonna be okay But I just want to have a good time. And you'll know it's a lie. I sit and smile, talk about the weather. But all I'm thinking is were all messed up. I've beeen there but..I don't want to fall apart. I don't want to die this time. Invite me in, Take me in. show me your secrets. Dance with me.feel the joy in the rythim We can soar in the clouds I want to find forgiveness. And you need to let it go. anger grounds you and all I want to do is fly. Soar above the buildings, Above the rain. I want to be whole again. Just like you. We walk in the city streets oblivous to life. But it's all right. I just don't want to be your fool . I should of hidden my heart from site but I left it on my sleve. It's too late . you have a hold of it now. I can't run now. In the rage he gave you, you dumped on me All I did was care . Can you see beyond the fog? Beyond your pain? can you see the hate for him, is killing me? |
| this poem is the newest in a series, i find myself writing more than i did before. and also more about real life than fanticy.. but as per the norm...bad spelling. |
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| spot on the sun It isn't the best thing. It isn't the right thing I know better, seen the writing on the wall. This is going to hurt. But the dance is mine alone. I take my step dance my line. The music is slow, and sad. It isn't what I want. It isn't what I need. But it's all I'm given. The croud claps . I wonder if they knew I was barely here I stand alone, sing my song. It's all I know the music is in my soul. It is my cross to bear. I sing for the masses and go away It isn't the best thing. It isn't the right thing I know better, seen the writing on the wall. This is going to hurt. I can't figure out the actraction. There is no reason. Maybe I'll never know. I stand alone although I'm amoung the masses. The spot light beats down I am only a dark spot on the sun. |
| one of my sader works, but again i'm looking back on life my time at highschool was less than good but the one thing i took away from it was my joy of singing.. |
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