Having someone adore you is a wonderful feeling. Both from afar and letting you know it. It's the puppy love begining of a relationship that makes a relationship great. Why can't both people be happy and mature through the relationship at the same time? Will I ever be happy with what I have? "Contentment is not the fulfillment of what one wants, but the realization of what one already has." I think confusious said that ... or it's annoymous, I can't remember. The point is, time moves too quickly.