I eased back in the chair and laughed,
This would all be over soon.
There was a burning and an ache,
But I felt nothing.
Worlds were spinning, but not mine - 
I didn't have time for that anymore.
The sun was bright through the window
But my eyes were starting to fail.
The chill was beginning to set in
And my hands were wet with blood.

It's not funny anymore, but I asked for this,
Whether I wanted it or not.
Not anymore, but I need this - 
It's time now, this needs to be done now.
It's bliss and peace and a dream - 
It's time now, I need this.