WEEK 1 October 13 Wednesday Night/Thursday Morning Went to sleep for a nap: 6:30 pm Woke up: 7:30 pm Reason: dinner was ready Dreams: none ----------------------- Went to bed: 2:30 am Went to sleep: 2:30 am Woke up: 6:20 am Reason: alarm clock went off Dreams: none ----------------------- Went back to sleep: 6:25 am Woke back up: 7:00 am Reason: mom woke me up for school Dreams: none -------------------------------------------------------------------------- October 14 Thursday Night/Friday Morning Went to bed: 2:00 am Woke up: 2:30 am Reason: someone called Dreams: none ----------------------- Went to bed: 2:30 am Went to sleep: 2:35 am Woke up: 7:00 am Reason: sister woke me up Dreams: no dreams that I can remember, although I remember dreaming. -------------------------------------------------------------------------- OCTOBER 15 Friday Night/Saturday Morning Took a nap: 1:30 pm Woke up: 3:15 pm Reason: Sister came home from school rather noisily. Dreams: none --------------------- Went to bed: 4:00 am Went to sleep: 4:05 am woke up: 8:00 am Reason: some fundraiser called Dreams: none ------------------------------------------------------------------------ OCTOBER 16 Saturday Night/Sunday Morning Took a nap at the ex-boyfriend's house: 10:30 pm woke up: 11:00 pm Reason: phone rang Dreams: none --------------- Went to bed: 2:30 am went to sleep: 2:40 am Woke up: 12:45 pm Reason: I slept enough. Dreams: 2 or 3 I dreamed that my mother's father died, and all her sisters were at my house, and they were happy about it, and they were talking about "child love" and about how he used to sexually abuse them and cheat on their mother with other women. I also had a dream that I went with my ex-boyfriend to Jacksonville, AL. I have a little brother that's in a home there, and I guess we were going to see him. But in my dream I forgot that we went to see him. We instead went to some house and went inside and no one was in there. It feels like a familiar dream but I don't remember having it before. So we were snooping through this house and I don't remember how it happened, but there was this girl in one of the rooms. I think she was lesbian, and she was trying to have sex with me. Well, her advances didn't get far before my boyfriend and I were out the door running. But she told us to go through the back door because her parents had just gotten home or something. So a little while after that we were hungry and so we were going to get something to eat. We pulled in some parking lot and it was right on this big steep cliff. And he was backing up and I was scared to death we were going to roll back off of it. I am scared of heights some, but I was terrified in the dream. I clapped my hands over my face and I think I muffled a scream or gave a yelp or something. I was in tears. So he pulled forward and then the drive forward was down a big steep curving hill too. It reminded me while I was dreaming and had my hands over my face of how scared my mother was when we went to Gatlinburg and the roads were like that, and how I didn't understand at the time how she could be so scared. So once we left and got down the hill we went into some resturaunt. It was really full so we asked the people inside if there was anything else close by. Soon enough I realized that I was supposed to have gone to see my brother and we were going to take him out to eat, but since when I looked at my watch it was already 7:00 pm he was probably already getting his bath and things ready for bed. When I woke up I realized that it was 12:00. My sister and I were supposed to go see my brother today, but now we didn't have time because she had to go to work at 5:00 and we would pe pushing it to be able to spend an hour with him, and that's if we didn't go off campus. I don't know what the other two dreams but I think the dream about the woman might have to do with this lesbian on the internet that wanted to meet me last night or something. -------------------------------------------------------------------- OCTOBER 17 Sunday Night/Monday Morning Went to bed: 4:00 am Went to sleep: 4:10 am Woke up: 5:30 Reason: No idea Went back to sleep: 5:30 am Woke back up: 6:15 am Reason: Mother yelled for me to get up Dreams: Don't remember ---------------------------- Took a nap: on and off from 3:00-6:00 pm Dreams: none ---------------------------------------------------------------- Ocotober 18 Monday Night/Tuesday Morning Went to bed: 12:30 am Went to sleep: 12:40 am Woke up 2-3 times during the night. Reason: Unknown WOke up: 6:15 am Reason: Alarm clock Dreams: Don't remember --------------------------- Took a nap on and off between: 12:00 and about 3:00 pm Dreams: Don't remember. ---------------------------------------------------------------- October 19 Tuesday Night/Wednesday Morning Went to bed: 12:40 am Went to sleep: 15:50-1:00 am Woke up 3-4 times during the night and had a hard time falling asleep and staying asleep. Reason: unknown WOke up: 6:15 am Reason: alarm clock Dreams: none ------------------------- Took a nap: 11:30 am Woke up: 12:45 pm Reason: ex-boyfriend came over Dreams: I dreamed that I was at a park or something with a lady who's 18 year old down syndrome daughter I used to babysit, but quit on Monday. We were all three at this park on one of those huge inflatable slides and we were getting along and talking with the girl, and she was more responsive than usual, because a lot of the time she won't answer when you speak to her or she won't want to answer, but she was talking to us. I don't remember the rest. ---------------------------------------------------------------- WEEK 2 October 20 Wednesday Night/Thursday Morning Went to bed: 12:30 am Went to sleep: 12:30 pm Woke up: 6:15 am Reason: Alarm clock Dreams: I dreamed about my fried Ryan and some other people. I don't remember who we were with. I think my friend Lesley. And we were all hanging out. Riding around. And we met some guys or something. It's not really clear. And somebody was wanting to sneak over one night or something. I also dreamed that I was racing or something. Something to do with racing. But that's because I went to the drag strip with my dad last night and he raced the 72 Super Sport Chevelle and I rode the 4-wheeler. --------------------------------------------------------- October 21 Thursday Night/Friday Morning Went to bed: 2:10 am Went to sleep: 2:30 am Woke up: 4:00 am Reason: Dad needed the phone. Went back to sleep: 4:02 am Woke back up: 11:00 am Reason: AC maintenance people were coming. Dreams: I had a dream about a house. And there were lots of kids. And I think I was one of them. And the parents were mean I think. And We filled the house with bowling shoes or something. And they were all lined up by color, and each row of color was lined up by size. And the parents woke up and came up stairs and saw it, and I don't remember what they said, but they let us have them or something. And I also had a dream that the kids had to swim out to this island or something. But I don't remember if the kids in this part with human kids. It was like some cartoon maybe. But the water wasn't deep and we didn't have to swim far and their were two islands inbetween. And then we were at a party or something watching the kids. And I was there with my friend Ryan and he was saying a bunch of stuff in front of my dad that might have gotten me in trouble. And there was this guy that was making all kinds of stuff up about these girls he's dated and he talked about this tattoo his girl friend had that when you touched it it talked. Then I was out somewhere maybe it was on the island. But it was a really small island. Only big enough for a few people to sit on. Maybe it wasn't a real island. And I was with this child. I think it's the blinf child I work with during the summer. But it seemed like it was a girl, so I am also thinking it might be the girl with autism I also work with during the summer. And she was crying and I couldn't figure out what was wrong with her but I knew she was hurting so I picked her up and held her but she was still crying. Then this woman came and was swimming right beside where we were floating. This seemed to be a floating island. And she took her. So it changes and I am in this building, kind of like where my mother works with the disabled, and someone has the blind boy and he's happy and laughing, but I can't really see him because he's really far away, and I'm walking with some man or woman and an adult client at this center that is mentally retarded. I also had a dream about a friend of mine. He has diabetes and was wanting this book or something and he wanted to talk to Oprah or Maury Povich about it and he wanted to call them. Then I heard the phone ring and I thought it was him. Then I had a dream right before I woke up that my friend Matt sent me an offline message on the computer with some lyric from a band that I have been listening to recently. But the song he sent wasn't one on the cd. Then the phone rang again and I woke up. ---------------------------------------------------------- October 22 Friday Night/Saturday Morning Went to bed: 11:30 pm Went to sleep: 11:30 pm Woke up: 1:15 am Reason: friend called Dreams: none --------------------------- Went to bed: 2:35 am Went to sleep: 2:35 am Woke up: 9:00 am Reason: none Dreams: none ----------------------------------------------------------------- October 23 Saturday Night/Sunday Morning Went to bed: 2:30 am Went to sleep: 2:30 am Woke up: 9:45 am Reason: not really sure. Dreams: 2 or 3 My first dream I was at a library. I don't know what I was doing there. Then I was getting ready to go to Western Civ and Psychology and I remembered that I should have gone to class first, and I realized I missed class, and I felt like I had really messed up because I had missed too many classes already. Then I had another dream. It was me and my friend Lesely. I don't know if we were at the library then. We left, and I made her drive. ANd for some reason we had cheese pop-corn. (My stepdad always eats that). And we got in my car but I made her drive. She doesn't have a license. And she ran all the way around the car before getting in it. The I could barely fit in at first. So we were driving to try to get out of the parking lot. It seemed like it was the Sticks-N-Stuff parking lot on 31. And my brakes were really bad. But we both had breaks to the car. I don't remember where mine were. I think I used them with my hands though. So we got going, and then we ended up going to my mother's work. It didn't look like where she works though. It was like a McWayne Center type place. So we got to my mother's office and she was stressed and ill as usual because people she's working with on something didn't let her know plans for some meeting. I also dreamed that I had really long hair. It was all the way down to my knees almost. And there were ringlets flwowing down over the straight part. After examining it in the mirror I realized that part wasn't mine. I was getting ready to go trick-or-treating or something to do with Halloween because I was putting on a costume. And I think I was with a guy I have been talking to for a couple of weeks. ----------------------------------------------------------------- October 24 Sunday Night/Monday Morning Went to bed: 11:30 pm Went to sleep: 11:30 pm Woke up: 5: 45 am Reason: dad was looking for the dog Went back to sleep ------------------- Woke up: 6:15 am Reason: alarm clock Dreams: I had a dream about school. I lost my paper with my essay topics on it and I had a dream that I went to class late and I was afraid I didn't have enough time to prep for it and I got in the car and my dad was going to take me, but he wouldn't drop me off. He was on his cell phone or something, and was like in the town square but he wouldn't let me out. When I finally got out I got in the class, but it was the psychology room instead, and the teacher wasn't there, so we didn't even work on the essays. Also dreamed that dad was looking for the dog and he went out in the garage and she was under one of the cars. Not ran over, I don't think. But maybe because he pulled her out from under it. ---------------------------------------------------------------- October 25 Monday Night/Tuesday Morning Took a nap: 2:45 pm Woke up: 5:15 pm Reason: not sure Dreams: forgot ------------------- Went to bed: 2:00 am Went to sleep: 4:00 am Woke up: 6:15 am Reason: alarm clock Dreams: I had a dream that I was talking to this guy on the internet and he came to real life and was being nice at first then was trying to force himself on me and hurt me. And I screamed from my mother and she was trying to hit him off me and I was scared she wasn't going to be able to get him off me. And she didn't seem to be fighting him hard enough to defend me, and when I would fight back it didn't seem to work. We finally got him out of the house, then he turned into my friend Ryan or my friend Ryan appeared banging on the windows harrassing me and I didn't feel safe and I was scared. I think before the attack I was at an office or my mother's work, but as soon as the person came to life or out of the computer or however, I was definately at my house and I think the attack was on my couch and we were in my living room. --------------------------------------------------------------- WEEK 3 October 26 Tuesday Night/Wednesday Morning Went to bed: 12:45 am Went to sleep: 12:50 am Woke up: 6:15 am Reason: alarm clock Dreams: none -------------------- Went back to sleep: 6:15 am Woke up: 7:00 am Reason: Momma Dreams: none ---------------------------------------------------------------- October 27 Wednesday Night/Thursday Morning Took a nap: 1:30 pm Woke up: 2:30 pm Reason: dog was barking Dreams: none ------------------- Took a nap: 3:30 pm Woke up: 4:50 pm Reason: got hot Dreams: none ------------------- Went to bed: 2:00 am Went to sleep: 2:00 am Woke up: 6:15 am Reason: alarm clock went off Dreams: I was with my dad and he took me to this clinic, but I didn't tell him what it was for. It was for diagnosing people with depression, OCD, trichotillomania, and something else. And they didn't take me to an office before they started asking me all these questions, and my dad was there, thinking it was a joke. He walked out, still thinking it was a joke, and so I followed him. Then we went to his car. But we didn't get in his car because my mom was there, so we rode in something else. So we drove down this street and there was a place to treat each thing. One was on each corner of the street, so we drove down and passed three streets. Then I think we stopped at the one the next dream started at, and I was by myself. I dreamed that there was this really poor woman. I think she might have been mentally retarded, if only mildly. And she was staying in this one room shack that she had to pay this other woman for. It starts off me following the landlord. But no one knew I was there, so I don't know if they could see me. But she barges into this yellow shack, where there's just about enough room only for a bed. So she told the other woman that she was pregnant. And she already had the baby. The other woman didn't believe her so she lifts her skirt and the baby just pops out from under it. The other woman picks it up and decides to keep it. Then the both leave and I am in the room walking out with the baby in my hands, and I am taking it to clean it up. It still has the umbilical cord attached to it, and it keeps squirming around. Then I woke up because my alarm clock went off. --------------------- Took a nap: 4:30 pm WOke up: 5:30 pm Reason: mother and sister were talking too loud Dreams: none -------------------- Went to bed: 12:00 am Went to sleep: 12:10 am woke up: 7:25 am Reason: not sure Dreams: There is this guy at my sister's school that sexually harrassed my mother when she worked there and he's been trying to intimidate my sister,and yesterday he made this obscene gesture at her with his tongue. I dreamed that I went up to the school with my sister to talk to the faculty about it, and they still didn't want to do anything about it. So my sister and me and her friend were going to have a little fun at his house while he was at a football game. We were at the school making sure he was there, which he was because he's not gonna miss out on the cheer leaders, so we were driving to his house. I was driving at first, then my sister's friend started driving and she was driving crazy. And for some reason there was a cat in the car and it was trying to hold on for it's life on the hood. Then I had a dream me and my sister and I don't remember who else were walking down this road and along these train tracks. I kind of felt in the dream like it was a "Stand By Me' scene. There were trains coming towards up, but not big ones. Then we just played around on the tracks at the end of this bridge, but then my friend Ryan and my dad and some of his guys from work were there. And my dad told this new guy to "throw the kid with most of his teeth into the water." All the guys that work for my dad are missing half their teeth, and my friend Ryan just started working up there. But it was funny because he couldn't pick up Ryan because he kept squirming. ------------------------------------------- October 29, 2004 Friday Night/Saturday Morning Went to bed: 12:00 am Went to sleep: 12:05 am Woke up: 9:30 am Reason: none Dreams: none ---------------------------------------------- October 30, 2004 Saturday Nigt/Sunday Morning Went to bed: 12:30 am Went to sleep: 12:35 am Woke up: 10:15 am Reason: none Dreams: don't remember --------------------------------------------- October 31, 2004 Sunday Night/Monday Morning Went to bed: 2:00 am Went to sleep: 2:10 am Woke up: 6:14 am Reason: mom woke me up Dreams: Don't remember