*** "Amber, I heard!" CHris said entering her room not even knocking. "Mmm, hmmm," Amber said not interested. "How could you?" Chris asked. "How could I? What the fuck does that mean?" Amber said flying around to face Chris. "How could you lie to us?" Chris asked sincerly. "Chris I am 18 years old! I am an ADULT! EVEN if my cousin and y'all think I am still a child I'M NOT!!!!!" Amber snapped. "DAMN! Sorry Amber I didn't relize you had so many issues." Chris said leaving the room. *** "Haley?" Justin shouted. "In here," Haley replied from the bedroom. "Where are...." Justin said entering the bedroom to see Haley lying on the bed naked. "Come here baby," Haley beconed. "Haley what are you doing?" Justin asked slowly walking towards Haley. "Can't I make love to my man?" Haley asked. "Well, yeah, but, um...." Justin tried to talk sitting down on the bed. "Baby, shhhh," Haley said pulling her boyfriend towards her and slightly kissing him. �No look Haley, I NEED to tell you something,� Justin said pulling away from Haley. �Tell me later,� Haley said beginning to take Justin�s shirt off �What fuck is going on here?� Cree said looking at JC and his bestfriend. �Cree, oh my god, I�..� JC said walking towards Cree. �No fuck you JC! How the hell could you do this to me?� Cree asked studying JC�s face. �Cree,� JC tried to finish. �And you,� Cree said moving her eyes from JC and straining them towards Veronica, �We we�re supposed to be friends! Then you get with my man?� �You know what Cree, I don�t give a flying fuck! I was here for JC longer and way before you! I love JC with all my heart more than you EVER will or would�ve. I have no remorse for doing what I did!� Veronica snapped back at Cree. �Look bitch!� Cree yelled. �Don�t call me a bitch I�ll kick your ass!� Veronica yelled. �Ladies!� JC said trying to split the two apart. �Naw fuck you Veroncia I�d like to see your slutty ass do something about it!� Cree yelled. �You want to see me doing thing about it?� Veronica said taking off her earings. �Yeah bitch!� Cree replied taking off hers. With that Veronica�s fist landed on Cree�s face. In shock Cree stood there as she look another hit from Veronica. Cree then jumped up and hit Veronica in the face. �Rica Cree STOP!� JC yelled pulling Veronica off of Cree. �Why�d you do that Jase, I was enjoying that Chris laughed from inside the door frame. �Rica, I love you so much and Cree, I love you too I never wanted to hurt either of you.� JC said. �Then choose!� Cree said as she and Veronica faced JC. JC looked down and into the faces of both girls. Veronica had always been there for JC even when he was an ass hole. She was beautiful, great in bed, funny, sweet, romantic and she never turned on JC. Then there was Cree she was beautiful, great in bed, romantic, sweet, charming, and she really cared about JC. �I�m sorry Cree but I love Veronica and maybe I didn�t realize it till now but I love her too much and I can�t think of any reason why I wouldn�t want to be with her.� JC said looking into Cree�s glossy tear struck eyes. �I�m sorry too JC.� Cree said picking up her things and leaving the room. �You mean that JC?� Veronica asked. �With all of my heart, I always thought that I loved Cree but it was pure lust.� JC smiled. �GREAT!� Veronica said sarcastically. *** (Forgive me Lord for I will sin. I know I have done enough to land me a spot in the lower beyonds of hell but I want to clear my soul before I take this step. I�ve tried so hard to be happy. I�ve tried so hard to love myself, to love my family, I have tried so hard to be a good friend, lover, and family member. I can never find a way to be happy. I place a smile on my face but I really want to frown. I have committed these sins to be happy and I know that committing sins is not a way to be happy. But if I don�t commit this sin I will NEVER be happy. I know I will hurt a lot of people especially Justin so please let them be in peace. So I end with this, now lay me down to sleep pray the Lord my soul to keep and if I die before I wake pray the Lord my soul to take) With that Amber reached over to the knife on her night stand and looked forward and squinted her eyes.
