Title: Violent Jealousy
Author: Kyuu-chan
E-mail: [email protected]
Status: Complete
Genre: Bloody yaoi
Band: Malice Mizer
Pairing: Mana x Kozi
Comments : *sights* oh, well, it was a weird idea I got during a death boring lesson at school, I hope you can enjoy.
If you don't "like" violence, plz don't kill me after reading this! ^^
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The wheels making a little squeaking sound when Kozi parked his car. Slowly he got out of it and slammed the door shut. For a little while he just stood there and looked around. The sounds of cars from far away, the dark, starless sky and the damp moonlight made this place seem a little morbid. Kozi enjoyed the feeling of cold air brushing against his skin and made his way towads his and Mana's house.
He stuck in the keys and opend the door. It was all dark.
"Mana-chan, I'm home!" he called while removing his shoes.
No answer. He blinked. Haven't he seen Mana's car outside?
He opened the door to the living room. "Mana? Are you here?"
He turned on the lightswich. Nobody was there.
The same in the kitchen. 'That's strange, I'm so sure it was his car and his platformes are still there, so, where is he?'
He turn on the light and walked up the stares.
He opened the bedroomdoor, carfully not to make any sound. 'Maybe he's asleep now, even if it's just 11pm', he thought. Suddenly a shadow behind him moved and something hit him on his head.
Kozi slowly came back. Damn, it's cold here. He tried to move.
"What the...!" His eyes flew open.
Chains? And where the hell are my cloth??
Mana appeard from the shadows of the now candlelighted room.
"Seems like you're finally awake, sweetheart". Mana said with sadistic smile.
"You?!" Kozi first looked shocked.
"What the fuck are you think you're doing? And where the hell am I?" he started to yell then.
"Well" Mana smirked "have you already forgotten about our secret room, babe?"
"Oh goddess..." Kozi sighted "And what's in your mind about me?"
"Hmmh.. I think you might know sooner as you wish."
Mana span around, grapped one of his "special" whips and beat it hard against stunned Kozi's back.
Biting back a loud scream Kozi only yelped "Ya...mete"
"Ooow... hurts? Poor Kozi!" Mana commented with deathly sarcasm.
He smashed the whip once again, delighted at the sight of Kozi's pain when the matall tip once again reached his already slighty bruised back.
Another hit, and once more... no, he can't stop yet, he wanted to have his revance for all what Kozi had done to him.
It's not only he gave his viginity to him, in hope to get into a relationship with him. Well, he has it now, but wasn't the only one.
He knows about Kozi slept with Yu~ki once and also had Klaha in his bed. So, it was not easy for him to get him in the right moment.
Moaning Mana beat him over again, disgussed as he just heard a slight hiss from Kozi instead of a scream or even a pained gasp.
He reached out, suddenly grapped the others chin, turning his face to his.
He noticed a slight, contemptuous smile on Kozi's slim lips.
'What? It hasn't really hurt him that bad??'
He let his eyes travel over Kozi's well build body in search of anything that could explain the lack of reaction. Suddenly his gaze fell on the scars on Kozi's lower arms.
He groaned. 'That's it, damn, I forgot about that. But, hasn't he stoped cutting after the breakup of Malice Mizer? What made him do that again?'
He snapped back whan Kozi asked him
"Do you think it's so easy to really hurt me? Well, it's not as easy with me as with our beloved little vampire-prince."
Mana gasped "What?! Who do you think you are to talk about him this way?! _You_ are the goddamn slut here!" He jerked up and continued beating up Kozi with all his force.
"I... know you... had slept with... Klaha and Yu~ki... I was nothing... nothing more... that just... a fool... and always open... for you! So why... do _you_... blame _me_... for I have been fallen for one who really cared?!" He yelled while getting a little out of breath from beating.
Kozi's body looked terrible, deep wounds, scars, many bruises and blood all over.
Mana went over and slapped Kozi's face hard.
"Why, just tell me why you still told me you'd love me. All you did was fucking me and haven't you tortured me like this, too? Did we ever make love? And you never let me take you, it was just you. Ever!!" He slapped him again
"But now I want to get what you owe me."
Mana got up, walked past Kozi while letting his long dress slide to the ground. He slowly parted his legs.
Suddenly Kozi's eyes went wide.
'No, he's not gonna do this' he panicked.
'I never wanna go through his again!'
He closed his eyes, swallowing hard as the images of his first time got though his head again.
'"Didn't you say you want me? Oh yes, you had." the older man mumbled while stroking himself. He gazed over to Kozi who was lying frightend at this bed, shaking his head.
'I don't know him! Who is he? What happened? And why is my head hurting that bad?' he thought.
The other laughed. "Don't worry, I know what to do with such little, horny sluts like you." He licked his lips, pressing Kozi against him, moaning load as he slid in the much younger boy, not caring he was way to big for him.
Kozi felt blood tickle out, he screamed against the man's loud groans and cried from the intensive pain. It did seem to end. The thought it where hours until the man collapsed on him and got to sleep. Kozi just picked up his cloth, and ran away as fast as it was posible in this shape.'
"Mana!!!" he screamed with uncontrolled voice. "No! Don't do..."
It was to late, Mana was already inside of him, moving in and out hard.
Tears streamed down Kozi's pretty face at the feeling of that familar pain.
He tried to free himself from those chains around his wrists.
Mana moaned at the tight feel of K�zi around him and slid deeper. The thrusts getting more violent when he reached his orgasmn. with loud screams he mad one final thrust before sliding himself out of Kozi again.
When he sat down exhausted on the flor he heard Kozi's sobs, and suddly the sound of breaking chains.
He jumped up, surprised, but Kozi already pinned him at the wall.
Looking into Mana's surprised, but still cold-as-ice eyes the slowly spoke.
"You shouldn't have done this. I never thought you hate me that much..."
Mana honestly looked shocked, not able to say anything.
"I should have known that you never loved me, you just used me as a cheap compensation for Gackt. You only loved him, but you couldn't get him, so you got me for replacement, isn't it that?"
Mana looked as if he wanted to cry
"No, Kozi, I really loved you, but I just couldn't stand you treating me like that. He was always there to conform me when I cried, and I so fell for him."
Kozi shook his head. " Now I know you hate me, and I can't live with that. Forgive me Mana, but I have no choice, I have to do that."
Mana was about to say somthing when something stabing his throat.
He tried to scream but the couldn't make any sound.
He stared wide-eyed at Kozi standing there, bloodcovered with such sadness in his gaze. Mana passed out, just feeling Kozi catching him.
Kozi lowered his lips to Mana's neck, swallowing his blood.
Whipping the blood away from his mouth, he heard himself whispering "Goodbye, beloved Mana." befor stabing the bloody dagger into his own chest.
Owari
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Last words:
Oh nooo!!! I really screwed this up. :(
1. I didn't want them to both end up dying, but there was no other way.
the second thing I totaly screwed up was to explain the relationships between the others. I'll try now:
- Kozi and Mana met/begann with Malice Mizer, sleeped with each other, fell in love with each other, but the other didn't know
- Mana was afraid of telling Kozi, Kozi tought it meant nothing to him and sleeped with Yu~ki some times to comfort himself.
- Mana thought he didn't mean something to Kozi
(- Tetsu was kicked out, Gaz left, Kami joins, Gackt joins)
- Yu~ki fell in love with Kami, never sleeped with Kozi again
- Mana asked Kozi got together
- Mana was not really happy with his relationship, searched conformt in Gackt's arms, fell in love with Gackt
- Gackt's into Kami (but Kami's already with Yu~ki) and accepted Mana only as a friend
(- Gackt left)
- Kozi heard that Mana was in love with Gackt
- Kami died, Kozi conformed Yu~ki, Mana tought they sleeping with each other again
- Kozi's frustrated about Mana being so cold, went out to drink with Klaha and sleeped with ihm (both fully drunk)
( - Malice Mizer broke up, Klaha toled Mana about that night)
Uff, I hope it's a little more clear now, sorry for babbeling so much. i hope it was not _to_ bad to read. Any comments?