She is Beautiful
So many things happened yesterday. I have watched other girls so often and
thought they all move far better than I do ... and for the first time I realized
that in small ways, sometimes girls imitate me! I saw it and nearly laughed in
astonished delight. But that is not all from yesterday ....
Last night at the waterfalls I was approached by a Master I did not know. He
whispered to me saying he thought I was luscious and that he desired me. I felt
very surprised, a little uncomfortable and yet ... it made me smile and behave
in a rather flirtatious way. I heard Master Szol's voice before I saw him. He
spoke to the strange Master simply saying, "She is beautiful." I could feel my
body respond to his voice even before conscious thought could say, "preen, arch,
lift your chin."
Just the day before he told me this would begin to happen - that there would be
those who would find me beautiful. I had no reason to doubt him, but at the same
time, it has never really happened until now. I have often felt like the last
kid picked for the team, the awkward one with frizzy hair and ugly glasses
standing silently to the side while captains argue over who has to take her.
"She is beautiful" he said.
There were several girls punished in the tavern last night. I grew quiet as I
watched. One was spanked, though I have no idea why. The other was slow in
offering her service to a Master. She served him ... and did so beautifully.
Then he slapped her face ... more than once ... more than three times. She was
told to thank him... and the girl did so, tears spilling onto the floor.
I pressed closer to him as I watched, my arm curling around his calf. I
understood then .. truly understood .. why he punished me so harshly that time
and why he would do so again.
I will thank him.