Her belly parts the air
ahead,
A balloon of hope
before,
The blunt prow of a
schooner,
Parting the waters of
desire--
Her right of passage, proof
of
Prowess, rank, fertility.
Within, swaddled in
dreams,
Conjured by her
craving--by
The years of swallowed
sighs,
Bubbled syrup, candied tears,
fire-
Baked sweets, ice-churned creams
and
Oft chewed remorse--her child curls
She walks serene. Her hand,
held
In the gathered folds of her
dress,
Finger thrums, secret
caresses
Upon the drum-taught surface
Of this vessel of longing
with
A furtive, murmured blessing.
She broods, chews her lips as
memories
Intrude of blame and desperate
shame,
Many moons with scarlet
stains
When waning hope, just
containing
Hiccups of
regurgitated
Guilt re-swallowed, was harpooned.
She lifts her chin, with firm
resolve,
Refusing to re-member that
dread
And thereby to keep it
fed.
For, as certain as blood is
red,
She will have her labor
day,
Delivering of herself pure
joy.