may5o5
Stayed home the whole day today!
I didn't realize there were so much stuff to pack, kind of made a list beforehand...thinking it would only take about half the day to find the stuff and squish them all into a bag. But nooooo the list kept getting longer, and the amount of squishing persisted. It is now 10:37p.m. and I'd waken up 11 in the morning to start. Went out for dinner with family for a few hours so that would make me a liar if the statement above was read. But really who reads these things anyways? It's probably as boring for you to read as it is for me to write. I write because there's a need for this somehow, either by hand or type it in the only journal i have online [this one]. There was a reason why I didn't join those online-ujournal cults (sorry but it's kind of true in a way...), it's because no one knows about this journal but the ones who matter to me. It's a shame how I've grown apart from some of them already, it's stupid to think that we may get to be closer in the summer. But I guess they have lives of their own, who wants to be friends with a silly girl like me.
I played telephone-chase with my very berry good friend today. When I finally got back to her I told her she gets my bed and the lilac mosquito net she loved so much in case if I lose my passport and am stuck in the US for the rest of forever. I am excited, scared, worried, and happy all at the same time. All I know is I need to get away from here for a while and recollect myself.. when I come back I'm sure I'll be my old happy self again. I promise you there'll be no pretending this time.
This'll be the last entry I post in Calgary. I'm not sure if the place I'm staying at has internet. So please~have a goot month of May! Must get some sleep for I leave in T minus 6 hours and 40 minutes to be exact. ^_^