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If you are reading this post you are probably not in the catagory of the unrepented sinner who does not care. They are off out there somewhere doing ungodly things and thinking they are having a wonderful time. Think about this for a second... Could anybody pay you to go back there? If you are not back there then you are moving forward... searching... ...but you are also hurting. You are bloodied from the battles and you almost feel defeated. You probably don't even think you will make it through the next fight. Keep Fighting! Keep Searching! You WILL find it! You are not back there anymore... and you are not getting weaker. In your flesh it just feels that way. With each answered cry you made to God you've gained more trust for Him, and more love for Him. He has already done remarkable things for you! Things that you know without a doubt were directly from Him to you. He will not leave you... ... no matter what you do or do not do. Remember, He already knows! God has brought you just the right people and just the right scriptures at just the right time! As God builds up your trust and your love for Him, your desire to please Him gets more real. It starts becoming a part of you and is the basis for the new relationship you share with God. All the while... through the trials and the tears, God is renewing your mind. Psalm 131 Lord, my heart is not proud, I don't look down on others. I don't do great things, and I can't do miracles. But I am calm and quiet I am like a baby with it's mother, I am at peace, like a baby with it's mother. A renewed mind given by God! With the renewed mind and it's new way of thinking the spiritual battles don't seem as fierce. They are not all consuming because our minds are just naturally focused on God. We fight more battles though, but we are stronger than we use to be and we have better weapons! We are different, we are changed... |