RELEASE KARMA

I see my old "friend" in a club again.  Just 5 minutes earlier, had I seen her, I might have become really incensed and caused a bit of a scene. 
Last time, I was mad.  But I had just released it.  Honestly, in my heart, let it go.  When I saw her, I just laughed.  Of course I would run into her at that moment.  I agreed to listen to her bumble through an apology.

"You do not have to apologize," I interrupt.

"Yes, I do," she insists.  "What I did was totally wrong."

"It was," I agree.  "I'm not denying it was f#$%ed up.  If you had just told me, I would have been hurt, but not angry.  But what I mean is, I do not need to hear anymore apology from you.  Maybe several months again when I thought we might be friends still or when I needed to understand, but I do not need to talk about it anymore.  I do not want additional info.  It doesn't matter.  I do not care."

The dj drops some funky beats.  I shrug my shoulders.

"Holding onto anger about some stupid thing that happened in the past, it just hurts me.  I recognize to some extent that this was my own karma.  Everything comes back, three times over.  I accept my karma, and release you to yours.  Good luck."
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