If his love is unconditional, as it is said to be, then why am I allowed to become so bitter, so sullen in my ways and attitude toward the world and my own life? I there some key to behold his grace and mercy, but if there is would that not contradict his supposedly unconditional love? A love that is so powerful, that is him, that is time and the universe, how can it be failing to assist those in need. If it is as unconditional as it has been written, then why, even for the most wretched and cold-hearted people, is that primordial love, that covers a multitude of sins, circumstantially present?
Even if the most wicked, though they are wrong in nature but still equally inferior as all humans, do not receive his guidance, how reliable is the perfect being if his action depends upon the soul or situation of a particular person? If he is guiding us, as it has been written, and his love is as unconditional as it supposedly has been believe to be, then why are we so often misguided or tricked and deceived into taking a wrong path, as it has been later designated? Perhaps the evil is too strong to be made comparison God, but wouldn't that make him insignificant to such darkness?
Is the incapability of God to be evil the reason behind his relinquishing of control over our lives? Is he simply casting us ungoverned to do as we wish and for what reason being it that he--that which is perfect, that which is all things-- is unable to allow himself to be quenched by such darkness? Where is his uncircumstancial love in our most desperate hour? Why is such a tragic time allowed when the Lord is guiding us, as it has been said he does? Why must we be granted an independence from the Heavenly Father to begin a cycle of our pleading for his mercy to save us-- redeem us-- from the spoils that torture daily existence, that we would we not have been tormented with if we were not unleashed from his sight? Why am I still permitted to question that I am asking why?
