**interim**
Saturday, 09/30/2000 - I'm trying this little interim piece to keep note of some of the things happening in my life as I put the Write On Chronicles together. Why am I doing it? I don't know. I feel led to share the wisdom God has given me, although I know many will not understand, or even enjoy reading it. Why? People don't like to change. They definitely don't like people who are different.
God has made me different. I understand the Holy Bible and love reading it. It makes sense to me.
After I put Part 1 online, I've had one person delete me as a friend from the Yahoo! messenger service. This person always ended their conversations with "have a blessed day". But that changes if you do or say something they are not familiar with. This poem is for you (you know who you are):
a distinct breed
i can tell things have changed
the friendliness has ended
unsurety and funny looks
thoughts are reasoned.
God warned of these possibilities
keep your feelings separated
to limit the hurt
it has happened many times before
it won't be the last.
part of a distinct breed
i read…
"lover and friend
hast thou put far from me,
and mine acquaintance
into darkness".
(Psalm 88:18)
i must walk with God
endure the pain
for only a moment
to obtain…
everlasting joy.
©-2000
I will continue to share my thoughts with you. Check back often.
Wednesday, 10/04/2000 - Well, I received a call from the person I thought had dissed me. I was wrong. My thoughts has mainly been on spiritual things that I think I losing touch with the human side of me. That's OK. Heaven bound is where I want to be. Anyhoo, I had deleted myself from a poetry club, that I liked, and in fact, today I wrote two beautiful poems. I posted them in another club. What to do? Sit it out...???
Guess what? I posted both the poems in a egroups poetry club called tribalsouls, and one of those radical "blackness" allahoos sent back a poem titled "caged". Very wack ending. Direct attack! Well, you know Father has us prepared. I sent back a poem I wrote yesterday called "devotion". Very tight and on point. I will have to set up a page to post my new poems. Words are spilling out of my heart...I call it spiritual juice...
Here's a poem I wrote *after* I found out my friend had not deleted me...but probably will now...hee hee... ;-)
confused
carnal rendings of late
very confusing
memories lost
a misunderstanding
made up
and smiles returned
a good thing
why did i think
the things i did
just confused
i guess
maybe
what do you think
maybe not
told ya
©-2000
Saturday, 10/07/2000 - Well I sit enjoying my sabbath under a cool morning. Thank you Father. Been online for two hours now just reading poetry on different sites. For the record...there is a movement by the "blackness" groups to attack chrisitianity and get blacks to accept the '#7 muslim' crap. Granted christianity has moved away from a lot of the teaching of the Holy Bible, but Jesus Christ is Lord of Lords and King of Kings and without Him, you are condemmed.
I love God so much...Can you tell?
A friend of mine wrote a poem for me called "Island Rose". He doesn't know my vow of celibacy... I posted it, for his effort...
Island Rose
Sweeter than sugar in a honey bee’s eyes
Your beauty so breathless, my mind set aside
The harshness and cruelty this world can bring
To take in your sweetness and beauty within
Alone in a field of silver and gold
Around your presence only greatness roams
Your are a vision, so pure and defined
I long just to pick you, and make you all mine
The wind blows so gently, your petals unfurl
Revealing a sight, I stop to behold
I shade my eyes when I look your way
The colors of rainbows off your petals play
I long just to take you and hold you real close
In my secret garden, I want you to grow
For when in your presence, your beautiful shade
My love for your beauty
Grows stronger each day
Omavi {Mr. Chaotic}
From “Can You Feel Me Flow?”
Copyright © 2000 Omavi {Yusuf Chaotic}. All rights reserved.
Saturday, 10/14/2000 - I haven't updated the site for awhile (I guess you can see that). I just hadn't wanted to. There's really not a lot going on in my life, except of course the wonderful existance of God's presence in my heart. I'm not sure if I've told my cyberfamily (those that read this iterim) that I have a radio show named "True Worship Radio" for God's glory on Friday evening 5:30-6:00 PM. It starts right before the sabbath...and check this out - it costs exactly 10% of my income. My tithe! God is good and works in ways we never imagine until we take the time to check it out.
I still wrote poetry quite a bit this week. I received a book to help generated ideas and to understand the methods taught at writing workshops. I received it free from bonus points through a book club. It's very interesting.
Here's one of the poems I wrote this week. It is my idea of paradise on earth. My vacation is almost here, and I still don't know where I'm going...I want a break from this concrete jungle...so that's how this poem came together
Paradise
Venture to paradise on earth
To a warm breezy island
Where the sun sets in late evening
Where sandy beaches rest in tides
Of cool water washing shells to shore
Hitting the bottom of tall palms
Exotic flowers of beautiful colors
Grows year round to bring a smile
With the dawn of a new day
©-2000
Type to ya in a couple of days...
Sunday, 10/29/2000 - it's been a little while, huh? well, been busy, i guess. doing what i normally do,...praising my Father...loving Him...
can't say i've been doing a whole lot...looking forward to my vacation that starts next week...just going to hang out here in my home state...i might take a train to Texas...i don't know...
what do you think of the chronicles...send me an email (use the link on the menu page) and let me know what you think...it's for God's glory...until next time....peace...
time
tick, tock, tick, tock…
i know i’m getting closer
i live in a mind state
where time doesn’t matter
looking forward to eternal bliss
minutes pass…unnoticed
tick, tock, tick, tock…
to that time of peace
minutes pass….unnoticed
while i wait
for my time of release
tick, tock, tick, tock…
©-2000
Saturday, 01/27/2001 - well i've decided i won't continue this interim...i am not important...only God is...therefore, my focus will be on Him and not me....peace