It's official...I'm a dirty old lady. It's personally appalling that I lust after a child in his twenties. Randy and Debbie's son, Ben, makes Brad Pitt and Val Kilmer look ugly. Ben is a buff, hard-working, handsome and lusty young man. He is a decent kid who looks way too damn good to me. I talked with him last night over a beer on the deck. I've danced with him in the clubhouse. Lusting over a young buck is something I don't like to admit to myself. OK...I'm over it now. I can control myself and I will. Damnit. I still like being a dirty old lady.