One I have a compulsive need to be the center of attention.
Two I am a full on exhibitionist.
but more importantly
for this reason.
This is a quote from the first e mail my now ex girlfriend ever sent to me
"I needed inspiration as I sat staring at a blank screen. Your entries made me smile"
That is why I do this, this quote so sums up why I write,
and it so sums up why I fuckin love this girl so god damn much.
From the very first e mail, to our first converstion,
to the first time she said I love you baby ya know
fuck man it all comes back to this quote.
It was like fuck she so knew me man from reading one of my online diaries,
and well dude that is why I do this man.
Those intimate connection ya know shit.
That is truly what I am all about for sure.