Not like the man I was
When I walked out the door
On the last beautiful lie I stored
And it worked...no, it didn't work to be
Partly for everyone who needed me
Now when I read the books of deceit I wrote
Those days I was an author of manly boasts
I am horrified at the star-crossed two-faced
Doctor of love that I loved to play
I loved to play with feelings
Hey, you can see me now
Would I ever be that proud now?
Maybe but I'm not loud anymore
And I don't play along anymore
Chorus:
And now I want to be
Your flirty little whore
Want to look like I never saw
A silky smooth girl before
I...want to not look back anymore
I fall down
On what I can do to you
Now that you're looking at me
Your shirt is kind enough to open for me
And in my heart I've never let another see
And I've never seen another body
My hands tremble like I'm holding a bomb
But it's only the key to your brand-new song
And when you surge into me
I know I'm virgin to what I see
You can be sure of me
I can be perfect for reality
I can lose all memories of anymore
I don't want to remember anymore
Chorus:
And now I want to be
Your flirty little whore
Want to look like I never saw
A silky smooth girl before
I...want to not look back anymore
And lonely
No, I wouldn't tell you to leave me alone
Not like I told them to leave my home
And I wouldn't kiss a tongue but yours
If I did back then, the past is unknown
I read over
Those books of deceit
Read closer
Can't believe that was me
Chorus:
And now I want to be
Your flirty little whore
Want to look like I never saw
A silky smooth girl before
I...want to not look back anymore
And now I want to be
Your beautiful explorer
I want to talk to you
Like I've never revealed a word
I...want to not look back anymore
I...want to be yours
Like I never met
Anything like you before
I...want to be virgin to a love like yours