Just to see how they look at me
Somehow I don't care anymore
Everything that matters I've lost before
I want to cut the tag off a pillow
Do you go to jail? I need to know
Cause I don't care what they do
Nothing will hurt as much as you
I will take a bow to the crowd
For everything I've done to amuse them
If I lose them it's not my fault
Cause I am acting like a person I'm not
I want to dive into the shallow end
To see if I can hurt my head again
You know I don't care anyway
You already made me crazy in a way
I want to play with a loaded gun
So I look like a fool to everyone
Cause I don't care if I shoot myself
Anything is better than a living hell
I will scrape my knees just to please
Do everything I can to amuse them
If I lose them it's not what I want
Cause I am acting like a person I'm not
I want to
Forget that I'm shy
I want to
Run but not hide
I want to
Not care at all
I want to
Live and not crawl
And I don't care
Dare me to do anything anywhere
Cause I don't care
Without you there's nothing important there
I will take a bow to the crowd
For everything I've done to amuse them
If I lose them it's not my fault
Cause I am acting like a person I'm not
Strip, I don't care if I'm caught
Cause they'll just imprison the person I'm not