Avoiding the spots, where we'd have to speek
And this bottle of beasts is taking me home
I'm cuddling close to blankets and sheets
You're not alone and you're not descreet
You make sure I know who's taking you home
I'm reading your note over again
There's not a word that I comprehend
Except when you sign it, "I'll love you always
And forever."
As for now I'm gonna hear the saddest songs
And sit alone and wonder how you're making out
But as for me I wish that I was anywhere
With anyone making out
I'm missing your laugh, ow did it break?
And when did your eyes begin to look fake?
I hope you're as happy as you're pretending
I'm missing your bed, I never sleep
Avoiding the spots, where we'd have to speak
And this bottle of beasts is taking me home
Your hair, it's everywhere
Screaming infedelities, and taking it's wear
I think tonight I'll take the long way
And this weather, the wind outside is biting
It's left me feeling tired and exposed
You've been asking me to bleed
It seems these kinds of questions, they come too easy to you
now
Your lack of shame comes naturally, I should not be surprised
I should have seen it sooner
You expect me to appologize for things that you've done wrong
While you're inciting others
You're owning up to nothing and I wish that I was gone
'Cause you're not going anywhere
And this damp air is fighting my defrosters
My sighs they ring victorious and fog this tinted glass
And it's clouded and so is my head
The hint of these new tears are sharp
I try to hold them back, but it's useless
I'm useless against them
They're beating me with ease
And there's nothing to cushion your heart led fall
Letters from further away keep pulling me close to home
And there's something to cushion my callous sighs
And I know that you hope for longer good-byes
Embracing for forever and falling in your eyes
Pouring over photographs, I'm living in your letters
Breathe deeply from this envelope it smells like you and I can't be
without that scent
It's filling me with all you mean to me
Continually failing these trials but you stand by me nonetheless
And you won't let me sunk though I'm begging you
Phone calls from further away and messages on my machine
But I don't ever tell you this distance seems terrible
There is no need to test my heard with useless space
These raods go on forever
They'll always be in place for you in my heart
So I'll hit the pavement it's got to be better than waiting and
pushing you far away cuz I'm scared
So I'll take my chances and ehad on my way up there
Cause turning to you is like falling in love when you're ten