Falling Against Rules

Such feelings are sweeping me through,
I can't believe that I'm fallin' for you,
No wonder why I'm always imagining,
And it's our face I've always daydreamin'.

How come it happen eventhough I knew,
That there's already someone special for you,
You like her, you love her,
You tell so many things about her.

While here I'm sincerely listening,
But deep inside it's me you're hurting,
It gives so much joy whenever you laugh at me
It gives me so much pleasure whenever you smiled at me.

I reret the time I've ben close to you
I want to forget the time I've shared with you,
Those moments with you lasted for just a while,
But those memories of you remained in my mind.

Erasing your thoughts will noit be easy
Especially now that I'm thinking of you badly,
I really hate myself for being such fool,
Because falling for you is aginst my rule.

I do admit I'm in love with you,
But bI assume, you don't feel the way that I do,
What if I tell you, would you answer back?
What if I kiss you, would you answer that?

Illusions are enough, I have to be tough,
I hope you'd be happy with your ever dearest company,
Hopelessly romantic like me will be living happily someday
So now your thoughts must be left behind you'll see,
So later heartbreak will soon subside.
Lindy Millicet Mansia