wow today was a adventure filled day...first i woke up...then faye asked me if i wanted to go to downtown with her...and i didnt wanna be bored all day long so i went...we studied for finals in borders....then whent to urban outfitters cool place...i got cross necklace...hmm...then we went to horton....ate some mickey d's then walked around then went back to urban ahhaha...and there barry can...we just chilling and looked at cloths...then we went to horton again and shared a starbucks then we went to AE then we went to macys man they got some cool cloths i want some but i didnt have any more money...well then we all went home...i got home and just chilled then...i went out to visit arla at baskin robbins thanks arla for hte ice cream ahha i could have got some for free i guess but i bought a quart HAHAH im wierd...then now im home alone and bored...thinking alot...thinking about stuff...well laters..

in conclusion to all the thinking... "im always there...but u never seem to care..."

Thursday
Jan.16

Hmm...today was an alright day...imma start blogging as much as i can now...well today was cool...1st did notes...2nd paintings...3rd...study.....4th fingered the bass a bit...lunch did my retake for my math test....ummm....5th ta did work....6th did some book work then worked on our group project....then after school me, my cuzin and johnny went to lollicup...i didnt want any but i went to subway...got me a sandwiche...i got home...ate...johnny left....then i talked on the phone for an 1 i think....then i got to the computer....and here i am now...hmm...ive gotten to thinking alot of thinging...how things work out and stuff...and how things never almost never go my away....i seen to be alright with it...just takes time...its wierd how we be came to much of friends...yet i dont understand how u dont wanna risk that...i mean we barely talk...not even online...well i try to talk to you but it just dies...i dunno...ill wait for my turn to come...and i know it will...i hope it will...i just hope i didnt make u feel bad...u had to do what u had to do...but i just wish u got to know how cool a person i am deep down inside...the side which rarely anyone gets to see of me...but thats ok...i just thought it would work out...just i hope one say ill find someone...just to let u know if your reading this...thanks for the ...hope we can go to boomers again... =)...im sorry...laters...i hope u find someone that will make you happy =)

Wednesday
Jan.15

sup...man..im bored, nothing new really happened its all the same, same ole crap. well last saturday it was felix's birthday. everyone and i mean EVERYONE came to his house and chilled it was cool lots of fun...well thats pretty much it well laters all buy...

Thursday
Jan.9

Hey wassup!!!i made a new layout AGAIN...i get bored and make layouts thats my thing...right now im in 5th period...and im bored...well HAPPPY late NEWyears i guess...hahah new years was really cool more then i thought...i went to a new years banquet with my parents saw my cuzin i never see...hahah then like last friday i went to a Hh show!!!man i loved it time of my life im still hurting hahaha sike ahhaha but man they rocked!!!i told the gurl i liked that i liked her she seemed a bit shocked but thats ok...argh dont really wanna talk about it right now but ya other stuff been really cool...been really lazy...REALLY REALLY lazy hahah but thats ok cuz i dont really care...man what i would give for some breadsticks and joke while sitting on a curb...hmmm..what should i do tomorrow...i wanna go out...i think we might go to the mall and exchange something hahaha maybe chill a bit...that would be cool...i also have the ashumest friends in the world thanks guys...sorry if i act like a jerk sometimes hahhaha i just realized taht really sorry...but ya imma go now laters!!!

Sunday
Dec.29

damn....yesterday was boring up the arse...just chilled at home all day freaking long...longday...well night was pretty cool...i wanted to go to baskin robbins cuz my friend arla was working so she could gimme some free ice cream be we had no ride....sorry arla...haha dont get mad at me cuz i couldnt find a ride...then i chit chatted with her a little on the phone cuz she said she sounds like man...hahah she doesnt (shes sick)...damn everyones getting sick I WANNA GET SICK!! psh ya right...arla made me realize its all coinfedence...hahhahah and i think shes right...its all in attitude...word up...well i think imma tell her next time i see her that i care...i dunno whats gonna happen...just hope its good...well imma go now laters

Friday
Dec.27

merry two days after christmas...christmas wasnt that great...blah...well hmm...yesterday i went to the mall...fashion went shopping...i got a beanie...then i got home and went online...chatted...leg was hurting...then i went to bed...layed there thinking...about everything...everything ive done...and what everyone did to me...im having doubts on this "good things come to those who wait" saying...its just man...ive been waiting...a long time...maybe theres soemthing wrong with me...she doesnt notice a thing i do...laters...

Sunday
Dec.12

Hello everyone =)...its sunday and im at home boreed hahaha....this weekend was cool...umm...i got a present from kathy THANKS FOR THE CANDY...on friday i chilled with david we jammed acoustic style and walked to zapatas cuz we was hungry then back to my house and watched a movie...saturday was the coolest hahha i was on comp and then i got a call outta no where from joy asking if i wanted to go watch a movie...i was like right now!!! and like i got ready in 5 minutes flat hahaha sorry if i kept u and ur cuzin waiting...we watched lotr:two towers then we went to chula vista...they were gonna drop me off but joy decided to come along with me...THANKS...for coming with me...we watched lotr again for the second time in a row with joann francis jen and jesse hahahah then we went to wal-mart and helped joy shop ahhaa then me jen jesse and joy were waiting for francis and joann for like forever!!! hahah then we went to best buy and just chilled there looking at stuff...then we went home...good day good day =)

Wednesday
Dec.18

wassup everyone hahahah...damn is cold up the ass man...WOWWEEEEE...well hmm....today was coool...hahah 1-4 same ole same ole...ummmmm lunch stayed in the music room to practice for the tiger showcase on friday sounds good!!..then 6th fun times...and after school we had rehersal for tigershowcase cool beans b hahahaha i learned how to play labamba!!! woooohoooo....oh ya HAPPY BDAY MATT AND FRANCIS AND JAMIE!!!! have a happy bday and im giving lap dances as presents if u want them...or u can get them if u want one...HAHAHA...well oh ya i have a found my own metophor (i fergot how to spell it) on relationship...love life what ever u wanna call it...well it goes like this...its like a puzzle....its something u put together in search of the beautiful picture within the puzzle....CAN U FIND IT??? psh i dunno...welll hmm..im out laters

dashboard-for your to notice

I'm starting to fashion an idea in my head where I would impress you with every single word I said. Would come out insightful or brave or smooth or charming and you'd want to call me And I would be there every time you'd need me I'd be there every time... But for now I'll look so longingly waiting... For you to want me, for you need me, for you to notice me

Sunday
Dec.16

today is sunday didnt go to church cuz i went yesterday...cool...well ill talk about my weekend in more detail cuz i have nothing else to do...well friday went to the Hh show at soma!!! soma is cool and Hh rock the hizouse word up...so did fly over country...|,,|...well hmm... chilled with tina faye and johnny at the show until i went to the lobby cuz i wasnt feeling the apples then tina and faye left without saying BYE!!! oh well its cool i chilled in the lobby till we left...hahah...then we went back to matts then got home about 2 or something...Now saturday was just wack stayed home till 5 cuz i had to altar server at church...man i saw this pretty gurl at church hahaha she was distracting me...but ya she was really pretty then when i got home leo and ruel came over we went to jasons but he wasnt home then went back to my pad and watched jay and silent bob strike back wooot "bears and fucking rhinos and shit" hahahah well sunday is just boring...haha well laters...

P.s i owe eric and david money for in and out thanks guys!!!

Saturday
Dec.15
Mood:bored

well just wanna make this short and sweet...new layout..AGAIN...and Hh rocked at soma peez