Tuesday
Dec.10

so what is there to say...anything at all...damn i wanna call her...oh well...today was ok...u can say...well 1st period we just did work as always...2nd we chilled and 3rd review for essay test tomorrow...(i should be studying for it but i dont give a damn about it hahaha essay semssay) 4th orchestra...mr.rickmiere was there oh man...hahah FUN TIMES FUN TIMES eh jesse..lunch was same ole...chilled with reggie a bit ahhah man i need to talk to him more...hahah havent talked to him since the longest...umm...5th sold candy to the kids in class ahahah then i left early with michele cuz we wanted to leave ahhaha then 6th fun times always...im getting serious about school now haha...after school was orchestra....that was fun ahahh learn lots of new stuff... after that me and jesse when to nicks house and chilled and all the good stuff...talked about funny stuff hahahaha...!!!looked at jesses jesus picture ahhah!!!! hahahaha then when i got home the family went out and ate at chopsticks it was my moms bday on sat and its my uncles bday to woooo ahhha good eatting...now im just here sitting infront front of the computer listening to music...and wanting to chat with ppl but i dunno who oh well...im off guys laters...for thoses who do read my blog thanks...and sign the gbook...

Monday
Dec.9

who actually reads my blog...does she actually read this?

Sunday
Dec.8

Well this whole weekend was boring (not including friday cuz that was fun)...but saturday was boring so boring i made a new layout...looks weird but i like it hahahaha and i know u do too...but ya today i didnt do much just when to church with my cuzins and auntie and uncle cuz my parents were camping...this whole weekend ive been thinking...about...yah...and i dunno...just thinking how cool it would be if things worked out...i dunno but man shes so cool...she makes me happy...but ya...with all that thinking, i got back to this..."I hope she cares"...

Friday
Dec.6

wow what can i say...today was one of the best days of my life...feel really happy...well the day started off a little slow then...got good...today is joys 16 birthday!!!

well i got her a eeyore stuff doll and a cool card hehehe!!! then after school we went to boomers...and on the way there i learn about sadistic stuff...ahhahahahah but ya when we got there we bought our all day pass for 25 bucks oh well worth it even though its just go karts!!! and ya had the time of my life...memories i wont forget (as joy said) hahahah man...im just really happy well off to bed...laters night!!!

Wednesday
Dec.4

i hope she knows...that i have a crush on her

"The grand essentials of happiness are: something to do, something to love, and something to hope for." -Allan K. Chalmers

sign the g book plz

Monday
Dec.2

Saturday
Nov.30

hey guys wassup hahah about time for an update eh...yup...well theres lots to talk about but just really lazy to type it all...well yesterday night went to the movies with some ppl watch the last 5 minutes of friday after next...good movie u should watch it by the way...hahaha...well then we walked around fashion vally mall...which was cool...love it...wish i could do more...well when it was just me leo and francis left we walked around we had some MAJOR BONDAGE...we homies!!! sed word up gee!!! hahaha that was cool...well then i got home and stayed online till forever... then i went to bed...but couldnt sleep to happy i guess its like this

hahah keep thinking about her hahahaha well im off bye

Thursday
Nov.21 later that

its 11:08 and i just realized...EVERTHING IS JUST FUCK UP...its all crap...i tell u...u try...u try...NOTHING is achieved...everythings a waste...man...what ever...same shit happens to me every single fucking time...when the hell will be my turn for a chance for something to go my way...HUH HUH dammit fuck it all shit...seems like everyones getting the goods...or whatever...has someone for them(or had) but what ever i never had..."the time will come" shit ive been waiting trying for the longest time...god dammit what ever...

"the ones u need never know ur there"

damn im out of it...sorry

Thursday
Nov.21

Hey wassup all im at nicks house and we are arguing about straws...like how can u tell if its short HAHAHAHA ya thats right we are FOO...hahahah dont hate!!!well what is there to say...nothing much to say but schools wack like crazy OH YA I ALSO GOT A HAIRCUT and i hair it ahhahaha i got on sunday...well ill leave u with this

"and we wait above a road were turning to go home and the silence from the sight of the car tells me everything and how we are is there no more trying to make this so right theres no more trying tonight and you know its not so easy when you're all alone and I wonder if Im alone in your head I know something is wrong I just dont know what to do you say its only me and that im so perfect for you I dont want to try no more I dont want to make this right I just want you to be true to me one time 12 days day gone by since I have saw you last I'll give this one more try I'll give it all my best and I'll ask what could you be doing that is so much fun without me by your side without me by your side and I will take a step back and I'll let you ahead and I will take a step away and see if you come back because theres no more trying to make this so right theres no more trying theres no more trying tonight we'll never be the same we will never be the same we will never be the same we will never be the same until your done"

Saturday
Nov.16

morning...haha its like freaking 10:27...i woke up about 8:30 and watch cartoons...hahaa that was cool...ITS ALL ABOUT ULTIMATE MUSCLE...well today is homecoming dance...yowzas...i wish i was going...blah...oh well...yesterday was cool cuz i chilled with david and eric...i went to davids house then we skate to and from plaza...saw losts of ppl we know including henry and carlo!!! ahahah that was funny...hahaah then i need to go stupid rolled taco hahha i went poo in robinsons may hahaha and david try throwing a wet towel at me when i was doing my buzness shhhhit hahahaha he missed...hahahahah we ate alot...we got some gangis khan and some rolled tacos ahhaha...then like on the way back to davids it was all dark and scary hahahah freaking eric scared the hell outta me...hahahahahahah...then when we got to davids we ate some more...some chicken rice and pickles that was some good stuff...HAHAHAH i want more...hahahah...then eric went home then i went home then and went to sleep at 1...hahaha that was funny...!!!hahahhah now im fucken bored...seriously bored....well im out laters yall...

Monday
Nov.11

Just woke up right now its 9:57...its early...well theres not school today so i hope i do something...This whole freaking 4 day weekend i didnt do anything but just stay on this damn comp and do nothing...my life is boring...oh well...saturday it was my cuzins husbands bday (does that consider him my cuzin in law...?) it was also my bros, dads and aunties (not all in the same day but were celebrated on sat) ya so the family came over and celebrated it was cool lots of food...i wanted to go watch 8 miles but its ok...well sunday which was really boring i went to church then home...nuff said...it was boring...well i got nothing else to post some im out laters yall...

Sunday
Nov.10

just wanted to say that theres a new layout again! hahahah this is my fav song...cuz its just how i feel...

armorforsleep-dreamstomakebelieve

Its funny how,
things work out
the ones we need
don't know we're there
if I resent
you or oceans
the moon would be
wired pulled to me
I wake up and think dreams are real
I sleep so I don't have to feel
the truth that you can never be
the one person that won't ever forget me

I hope that dreams
come when I die
so we can talk
I won't wake up
I'll ask you how
your life worked out
I'll never know
that I'm just dreaming
I wake up and think dreams are real
I sleep so I don't have to feel
the truth that you can never be
the one person that won't ever forget me

Lemme sleep some more...

Friday
Nov.8

I've decided to finally give up...on this gurl...shes just to hard to get to...and im happy that im giving up finally...but ya what else is there... had a cool day today...went to ehs saw tin and christa good stuff yo ahhha...had a blast johnny cheer up buck-o but ya...me johnny sneaked in during their lunch hahah then after that we went to vons and rite aid and arbys and mcdonalds SOAK CUZ OF THE RAIN...but its ok we got some food...then when to the park chilled and went back to ehs to see tin leave for home...and i really need to pee but all the bathrooms were locked ARGH!!! but its ok i went to the bathroom in the park felt good...!!!!haha well im off laters...imma work on a new layout ahhaha...again...well laters

Monday
Nov.4

so what is there new to tell i dunno....theses nothing much ...well im in 5th period and im a TA...wohoooo bunches of fun...well sorry guys that i havent updated in awhile to ppl who actually read this stuff...im just to damn lazy and i have nothing much to write...oh ya on friday i went to henrys dar and liz were there too that was fun playing with a webcam hahahaha...then we went to taco fiesta thanks henry for the carne asada fries u balla shock calla!!! ahhaha!!! well damn i feel like going to homecoming but i dont cuz its not my think...its just that i havent went before so i feel like a loser but damn...hahah oh well...the gurl i wanted to ask hahah if i had the guts that is has a date oh well...thats cool...well saturday i stayed home and chilled didnt take a shower cuz i know i wasnt going anywhere...it was my bros bday hahah HAPPY BDAY BRO...i want a haircut now...oh well...then on sunday it was my dads bday HAPPY BDAY DAD...after church we went to the soup place in clairemount and ate with my family and my cuzins...i ate alot...oh well...im on a diet...oh ya sunday david told me something that i wont forget ever "patience will come with a reward"...i just hope thats true...welll hmmm...what is there to type i have nothing to type...oh well ummm...oh first period was wack...second fell asleep 3rd felt like falling asleep and lunch was ok...and 5th boring ZzZzzZzZz...well wish me luck...thats all i got to say...laters peez!!! hahha i think jesse fell sleep shhhhh!...peace!

OH YA SIGN THE G BOOK! plz

Sunday
Oct.27

Wow what a fun week end did i have!!! man....best times of my life...!!!well it all started on friday when me and claud went to VIP to meet up with jen, jesse, francis, roanne, and joanne hahaha (we were about 2 hours early HAHAHAH) but then to our suprise there was alot of us...mar can with like 10000000 ppl including joy and joann, allen and raynard hahahahahah and many more...hahahahah well then after the glutenbowl me, jesse, francis, roanne,jen and claud went to chula to watch a movie...then we saw gerald, sean, and jesse H... whoa hahaha well francis left with gerald and the bunch and then it was just me, roanne, jen, claud and jesse hahhahah we watched the ring after we walked around a bit....im scared thats all i have to say...and after the movie i was guess who CHRISTA! whoa hahaha all outta no where ahhahah that was ahsum!!!we talked for a but then we went to go buy a card for jesse bros bday..! hahahahhaha it was crazy cuz ro scared me with her hair over her face and popping outta nowhere hahahaha i jumped...then we walked more and then went to starbizucks we got a free coffee cuz they messed up ro's order ahhah that was fun...then we went to play on them car thing-a-mabobs ahahahah that was cool too hahah we went to pacsun then wait for our ride!!!hahaha "what in the devil" ahahahahha well then we went home and jen and claud walked me to my door hahaha thanks guys!!! then i went to bed or did 1...=) then it was saturday!!! ozma concert! with david, eric, and nicole...woohoo...well i went to davids at about 2:30 chilled watch bad boys then eric came and then we were off 2hours early hahahah so we can get tickets! ahhaha we got to the epicenter and brooke sold us some tickets hahahah shes pretty hot...hahaha then we wait and walked around for a bit kinda...it was cold! ahahahah then we went inside we were in the front hahahhaha...then blender played! that was cool really melo then went smile played the pain started to come! hahahaha it was crazy some crazy dude when on one of the beams on the roof of the epicenter and jumped onto stage and yelled "smile fucking rocks!!!" ahah that was cool then some other band cam on i think they were called the dios or somehting but ya they were pretty cool! then ozma was up and all hell broke loose!!! that was some fun stuff hahahhaha some how i was pushed all the way to the back hahaha!!! then i fought my way though and go to the center middle kinda hahahahahah with 2 fat sweaty white guys infront of me!!! they stinked! ahahha i saw eric right next to me so i was like cool ahhahaha! then i saw david crowd surfing whoa hahahaha crazy david! ahhahaha then i went to the bathroom for a breather ahhahaa i was tired! then i saw nicole crowd surfing ahhaha then i saw eric going crazy...coolness then after the concert we rested a bit...then went to in&out (did u know in&out was open last i didnt) then we ate some food then went home hahahaha im tired well thats enough of that! laters!

Tuesday
Oct.22

hey wassup everyone...im in fifth right now...TA...hahahahh its alright im bored though im done doing all my crap...grading sucks...oh well...1st was cool ahhahah i got a C on my test for english which is cool...but hahaha in first period man....coach got freaking mad at the class hahah...he started yell cuz most of the call didnt do the hw hahaha oh well fuck that shit i dont care homeworks wack!!!! "DOWN WITH HW!!!!" hahahaha...Mr.g's class was pretty cool we got to study for our aptest that was on wed. but he moved it to thursday "SCORE" oh man...my permit test is tomorrow wish me luck ahhaha damn i late i could be driving now stupid me! crap. oh well hahaha im not in a hurry to drive......MUCH....well ya 4th was cool as always. I got my fundraising crap aand i got some beef jerky to sell CRAP I HATE SELLING STUFF im not good at it...oh well. lunch was cool to...freaking dar said i have ashy elbows...which was true hahahahah...so i got some lotion from henry hahaha i bet he uses that lotion to wack off with CRAP GROSSS!!!!GROSS-O-RAMA!!!....hahaha...ahahah i slapped henry in the face ahahahahaha that was funny...hhahah well im off time to study HAHAH YA RIGHT ill write more later PEACE!