Everything just seems fucked up. I dunno if i like her anymore (maybe im starting to lose feelings cuz i think i dont have a chance at all). But ya im just feel like kicking ass i dont know why im in such a bad mood. Maybe cuz its so hot. Dammit i feel like crap i dont know why. maybe cuz im to shy to get a gurl and im mad at myself for not saying anything. I dunno...shit i dunno anymore...well on the good note me and johnny are gonna jam with david and eric on sat. haha thats ahsum. But ya i just feel bad...but oh well..
Thursday
Sept.5, 2002 at 5:54
ok i didnt tell her. i saw her today but i didnt tell her. maybe im just to shy. but the last time i was to shy. i was just late (i dunno if this is true). but i dunno i wish i could just flat out tell her but i cant...
wednesday
sept.4,2002 at 10:04
im waiting for her to sign on. Imma tell her straight out (if she asks im hoping she does)i wanna get it outta me. Im ready for anything that comes up at me so if she just wants to be friends then thats ok cuz shes a really good friend...and so the wait goes on....
Tuesday
sept. 3, 2002 at 10:14pm
Second post of the day. well she wants to know all she has to do is look in the mirror...i wonder if dreams come true...
Tuesday
sept. 3, 2002 at 6:54pm
Today school hahah it was pretty cool. Ya i saw the gurl i have a crush on today which is so totally cool. But ya 1st was cool cuz it was kickback and i got to see my friend kathy. 2nd was cool kickback. 3rd was cool but tomorrow test. 4th what is my 4th i fergot ummmmmmmmmmmmmmm...oh ya orchestra hahahah that class seems so freakin fun....funfunfreakinfun haha me and jesse are gonna play bass OH YA...5th i have nothing so im in food prep now which is cool and 6th i was scared spanish is scarying the hell outta me but ya after school me and johnny went to plaza and i was gonna buy a book but i was like forget it...then i was about to buy some shoes but im like eh tomorrow so ya and then im home...
Monday
Sept. 2, 2002 at 7:41pm
Tomorrow is school day FIRST DAY...im excited but im not excited hahaah...i have ap i shouldnt have taken it oh well...But ya sorry i havent updated in a long time cuz i was busy partying hahah. Hahaha i still needa finish reading but oh well im lazy so i dont care to more so i say "Fu** it" but ya hahah YA I should say HAPPY BDAY TO EVERYONE WHO HAD THEIR BDAY THIS MONTH!!! well im out laters.
Monday
August 26,2002 at 9:58pm
Wow today was an intense day the only highlights of my day were jippii,talking on the phone, and going to nick's house for the short amount of time that i was there. Well the day started at 12am haha i was on the phone which was cool cuz i havent been on the phone for awhile. Then like at 2:00 i went to bed. My new bad so its not super soft anymore. which is really cool i guess needs getting used to. Well i woke up again like at 9 which is later then usual. then like around 2 i went to nicks but i went back home in an hour due to some stuff. Then i went home took a nap cuz i walked to and from nicks house in the hot weather with jean, a sweat and a beanie...(sweat off the pounds) then i watched tv for a bit...so here i am...and i dont feel so good...sorry
Sunday
August 25,2002 at 12:20pm
yesterday i went school shopping which is cool and today im suppose to go again today. then i went home. i was suppose to go francis house but he was napping so i went bowling and played a bit of pool with Johnny, Nick and Jay which was really fun i laughed my heart out cuz we were terrible at pool. HAHAHAHAH that was fun. Bowling i scored a 113 i won WOOHOOOOOOOOOO. YESTERDAY was my lucky day.
Saturday
August 24,2002
Updates:i added a pic
Yesterday was Disneyland Altar Server Trip. It was fun yet tiresome (not sure on the Spelling). It was really cool we rode on space mountain 3 times which is cool cuz that ride you can never get tired of. We also when on pirates of the carrabiean (I dunno if thats how you spell it but i dont care) that ride is booooooring and it smells like fish tank water in there. Also went on the jungle tour which was cool. Star tours and the haunted mansion. Then on the way back home i slept. Thursday was cool to cuz the homies came over played yu-gi-oh all day hahahah double duels ahhahahahaha which is really cool even though i didnt play much ahha. TFC is a really cool game i got back into it kinda friday but i cant play it cuz my cd key is taken up by someone which is pissing me off but oh well.
Thursday
August 22,2002
Argh woke up early today cuz i had a mad stomach ache but its kinda gone now so im ok. Today is registration day today so ill see everyone today . see how different everyone looks. I hope can go swimming today. But wow im going to disney land tomorrow thats gonna be so cool i hope i have fun. Im pretty sure i will its the happiest place on earth. HAHAHAHAA
Wednesday
August 21, 2002
Woke up today bright and early cuz my bro wanted me to close the garage and i couldnt go to sleep. Today i was suppose to go swimming today but i had to ride and i couldnt call or talk to anyone online cuz all my phones were dead till like 10:30 till early thursday morning. BUt ya i really wanted to go. Sorry guys that i couldnt go.
Monday oops i mean tuesday damn im out of it
August 20, 2002
Im bored like hell and theres nothing to do...will someone help...well i just started on this shit so blame me if it sucks. Well today i need to go school shopping anyone wanna come with cuz im bored like hell sitting here listen to counterfit. hahahah hippocrits who hate hippocrits ahahhaha that some funny shit. Ahhh!!!! Here it goes!!!!Whyyyyyyyyy! I wanna go out damn im 16 and i dont have my permit yet. Sucks doesn't it. Im a lazy ass mofo. yesterday was cool hahah funny at that hahah no im not gonna talk about it hahahah but it was funny. Joe's crab shack now that place is the BOMB!!! CHEDDAR JACK CHEESE!!!! Oh man just ate a carne asada and im full. OH yea the site has a bit of a thursday theme so ya...
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