i met up with eric for like 10 minutes before he went to work.. i was so out of it though, i dont really remember what we talked about. i went out to dinner with my family and saw tracy and kim working at Friday's so that was fun, i didnt eat like at all though, i had like a piece of chicken and part of a brownie sundae.. man i wish i had that sundae now.. ahh.
i came home and layed around for a while and just sat online, took a shower all that junk. at like 10 i decided to go into OC to visit my baby :) what can i say? im in love with the kid. so i saw jake and dan clark and paul and dan b and i was talking to them for a little bit and i saw melissa and meryl and borni and bobby and scott and i duno just alot of people that i know.. amanda.. tons of ppl i knew lol and me and dan clark went to visit eric and we hung out there until he got off at 11 then walked down to wonderland for some reason and ya know after that just walked around.. ya know ya know. etc etc and here i am.
"O i feel like i can finally rest my head on something real and i love the way that feels, oh its as if you knew me better than i ever knew myself and i love how you can tell , the pieces of me."
Abby came over and we went to the store to pick up her check then went to get tracy and ate fruit at tracys house then went to wawa and CVS, got some new makeup :D two pretty eyeliners and DOUBLE EXTEND MASCARA i love it. o yea and a pretty lip gloss. after that abb dropped me off at home.
Eric came over and we just layed around all day, ya know how we do, watched tv and junk. wow. i love him. i dont know some days i can be in the total worst mood and just hearing from him makes me so happy, i dont know what i would do without him, seriously im such a lucky girl. :D im so glad we are together.. after being good friends for so long and then just finally realizing that we are like in love with eachother, wow its amazing, he always says the sweetest stuff and blehhh im such a sucker for love..
we went to watermen and the lesson was all on like being pure and keeping certain stuff out of your life, its weird how God works cause he keeps putting that all in my face, like all of the purity and being a good christian stuff, i guess i should listen to it all, i would be dumb just to ignore it after getting so many signs about it.
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at 4 i had to go to work. funn. soo boring, i ended up just walking around the store all night cause this old lady was working and she likes to do the register and wrap everything in bubble wrap a million times. Eric came down and visited me on his break and that made me happy and then he came down when he got off and helped me close the store. my brother drove us home and i went to 7-11 and got combos and root beer and vogue but i ruined it cause i spilled root beer all over it. o well. im going to bed. confusing night.
"Damn baby, you frustrate me, i know your mine all mine all mine. but you look so good it hurts sometimes."
work was so boring as usual but i got eric in trouble but then i got him out of trouble. so it was alright ha. i just sat around and crayoned all day and spilled tropical snow everywhere, nothing special.
walked down to GAF after work cause eric was working and i went to his sisters house with his family for a barbecue. i love his family, everyone is so nice and just happy. i dunno i gotta marry that kid just so i can be a part of that family. cause i love them they are the best.
we left at like 7 and went to 180 but instead of having normal 180 we all just went to custard hut and hung out there and then jeff drove me eric and dan and we were gunna go to the shore mall and roam around but it was closed and then eric saw cars so OF COURSE we had to stop and drool at them.. blehhhh. ha. then we went to the driving range, that was fun, ive never been there before but it was cool then we went to the movies with dan jeff andy connie me and eric and saw dodgeball, it was alright, kinda weird movie, really random, not that funny but it was fun anyways.
Quote Of the day: "happiness is like peeing your pants, everyone can see it but only you can feel its warmth"
woke up really late today and nicole left earlier this morning, i layed around mostly all day.. took a couple naps, cleaned up some stuff then went to abbys graduation party, its so scary to think she is already graduating, it feels like yesterday we used to ride our bikes to the market for push pops and we used to talk about how bad we wanted to be teenagers, stuff changes way too quickly.
at like 8 or something we went to the young life barbecue at erics house, it was alright, kinda just sat around and talked then drove around with patty for a little bit, we were gunna go see dodgeball but you know me and directions, i got us lost on the way there so we just came back to my house and me eric patty and vernon had a dance party haha or atleast tried to.
Quote of the day: Nothing is nothing, you cant have less than nothing, if nothing is nothing than nothing can be nothinger than nothing. it just is nothing. even though sometimes it feels like its possible for me to have less than nothing. i guess you always have something.
I've been waiting for this day all year long, seems like it never comes soon enough. but its here. finally. and over too. today i had my performance final my last one :D i had to make up my whole entire performance piece cause i forgot to prepare one but i think i did really good grade-wise.
after school melissa came over and we started getting ready for erics party. we got the whole playlist ready, made all the food which took so much time and effort. ahh. then amy and amanda and connie came over and we decorated the whole back yard which took forever and we set everything up, it sounds easy but it wasnt but we still had fun, even though we were dying of heat stroke. then at 6:30 eric and vernon came and the party got started lol or kinda some people showed up here and there . they came in like packs ha but all together i would say a good amount of people showed. some people who i didnt want there. but yea. we ate alot and swam and ya know just sat around i thought it was fun but then the cops came so i decided to kick people out. and then me eric connie andy nicole and dan all hung out in my basement until like 3 in the morning. greg nicole and vernon were all there for a while too. it was fun we stayed up all night and just talked about everything.
quote of the day: "Being with you is like taking a walk on a clear morning, definatley the sensation of belonging there."- EB white.