Joni's last heard Song
This song was played on jonathan's cd player a few seconds before his suicide. 

It tells so much about his deep pain in life and his desire to find a Hasidic woman who he could share his life with.

In addition, he was very disappointed with the  Hasidic Community that he was involved in.
Although they may appear to be a religious group of people, he found them to be unwilling to accept newcomers and mean spirited.
Artist : Guns N' Roses
Song : Since I Don't Have You
Album : Spaghetti Incident?
Submitted by : AngeLitoo
Corrected by : dasangel


I don't have plans and schemes,
And I don't have hopes and dreams.
I, don't have anything,
Since I don't have you.

And I don't have fond desires,
And I don't have happy hours.
I don't have anything,
Since I don't have you.

And I don't have happiness
and I guess I never will love again.
When you walked out on me,
In walked the misery,
And he's been here since then.

I don't have love to share,
And I don't have one who cares.
I don't have anything,
Since I don't have...
you,you,you
you, you, you



And I don't have love to share
And I don't have one who cares
I don't have anything
Since I don't have you
Since I don't have you
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High school pictures 12th grade 1996
My    dear brother Joni and I at the Central Park Sept 2000
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