| if i told you, i was a soldier would you believe me? and if i saw you, and i fell to the ground would i be able to see? all these faces, in all these places they smirk at me and when you see me, you will know me im not the one i used to be i am not the one i used to be the one that was so young and naive cause im alive and i can see the distance between you and me my lively exsitence, it makes no sense sometimes i wonder what would happen if i stopped laughing, and started helping if i wipe off the window to see the reality to face the world, to never turn would it be worth it all? i am not the one i used to be the one that was so young and naive cause im alive and i can see the distance in between you and me moving on, running strong, holding on never letting go pressing forth, for what its worth, being cursed by my foes looking up, need more love, being kicked and shoved by my peers why do all these years end in tears why do i embrace my greatest fears? |
| EXISTENCE/ABSENCE |