John Xaviers tells his story.....

        
      When my daddy was of my age (25) , he was serving the Nation.                                 My mother was a very good-looking human being.

                  
                  My daddy and mummy got married. They are husband and wife.
                        They engaged  in very serious 'male-female union rituals' and I was born.

              When I was born, I was naked. Later, the civil society
    insisted me to be dressed.

                      
                       When I was a small child, I was very innocent.

                       During childhood, I seriously believed that
     I would become the General of the Indian Army.

                    On the lap of my auntie, who was doing missionary works in Switzerland.
It was the time-period in which I was made to believe that Jesus Christ is God.

     Even now, during Easter, especially on Good Friday, I'm very religious.

              My brother was also born naked.

                
                 Our childhood was pre-Perestroikan. There was no MTV, Coca-Cola or Computer Games...
                      it means, a lot of time for companionship! ......When we were children, Soviet Union was a reality.

                      Nuclear family was relatively a new concept. Going nuclear was painful for small kids.
                      

                      My daddy loves wine......
                                        .... me too......

             (left) the family
   and (right) my    brother doing    home-work

                                     
         my brother has grown up....                                                                                                            ...jockey....

                          
                          when I went to Amritsar, I saw a convoy of artillery of the Indian Army making its way through the
                                   highway leading to Kashmir from Wagha border...

                   at Jallianwala Bagh....   

  
            I love to be at one with Nature..... I don't believe in marriage....
      Marriage is a primitive custom....I don't believe in chastity brahmacharya either...
      I believe in pure mating....

      A woman should be well-read, passionate and optimistic.....

      I dislike 'virginity' as a matter of principle....
      but the lack of practice during teenage has made me hesitant to follow
      the Natural History convention of the 'male' making the first move...
      I will not insist more than once...

      on the contrary, the 'negative capability and indifference' of Buddha and Jesus Christ
      has impressed me...
      5 years from now, I will make an attempt to go that way.....

     
I want to be freed....
    
       
      

 

                           

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